Blood Childhood - KTH

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Bullshit! | Four

12.10.2015

The stars where beautiful tonight, it was that time again of the year where they where the brightest and it was truly breathtaking. Altough it was already octobre and the days where getting shorter again the sun was still up, giving the normally cool air a slightly warm feeling. We were sitting in the field again. It was like our secret place, our little kingdom where we could be ourselves without worrying about anyone judging us.

"The weather is nice." I said in a soft tone, scared to disturb the peaceful sound of the wind blowing trough the leaves. "It is." He said, a smile forming on his face. I turned my head to look at the sun going down, enjoying the orange glow it gave off. My eyes averted to his face, his eyes closed as his chest rose up and down at a steady pace. Without really aknowledging it my hand wandered trough the grass, searching for his.

The moment he felt my hands tracing his he opened his eyes and turned his head towards me. Peeking trough one eye he laughed, his mouth forming a boxy smile. As I turned my body onto one side our fingers entangled in each other. As I was staring in his eyes and he in mine he suddenly looked away, the glinstering in his eyes dissapearing.

"Are you wearing the bracelet?" He said as he closed his eyes and furrowed. My eyes glanced at my wrist to soon discover I forgot it on my desk. "No, I forgot it." I said as my eyes went back to his. He looked down, biting softly on his lip. "What?" I asked in confusion. "You should always wear it." He said sternly. "Why? It's just a bracelet. Well I mean it's not just a bracelet but does it really matter if I forget to put it on?" He nodded and looked up again. "It does Miyoung. It does matter a lot." He whispered, standing up.

"Where are you going?" I said louder as he turned around, his back facing me. I stood up too and fiddled with the hem of my dress. I didn't know what to do. It's not like I'm scared to talk to him but he looks so... so tensed up? His hands were balled into fists, even trembling a little. "I need to go." He said, looking back at me but quickly turning around again to leave.

"WAIT TAEHYUNG! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!" I yelled while trying to keep up with him as I did my best to not fall over my own feet, knowing how clumsy I could be. "Please don't follow me Miyoung." He said, abruptly stopping which caused me to bump against him and fall on the ground. My knee scraped against a rock, making a deep wound which almost immediatly started bleeding.

"Ouch." I whined as I looked at it. I looked up at Taehyung who took a few steps back. I furrowed my eyebrows. "Why are you going away from me." I asked, dissapointed since I expected him to help. "I'm sorry but I can't come closer as long as you don't have the bracelet." He said, closing his eyes firmly and turnign around. "What are you saying? That's bullshit." I said in confusion.

"I'm sorry, I-I can't do this." He said before running off.

As soon as I was alone a tear rolled down my cheek, running alond my jaw and finally falling on my dress. "What did I even do wrong?" I murmurred to myself.

He became all tensed up once he saw I didn't have the bracelet on, then he ran away and on top of that he left me here, while I was injured. Why would anyone even be like that because of a freaking bracelet? A fucking bracelet! Goddamnit!

"Ok, calm down." I said to myself before inhaling deeply. I sighed as I placed my hands on the ground next to me, pushing myself up. I stood still, looking at the sun before it went down completely and  leaving me alond in the darkness. "I need to get home." I sniffled, shivers running down my spine.

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Author-note

Writing these chapters while being on vacation without wifi is a pain in the ass since I don't have translate oml.
Seriously, when I want to know a word but idk it in english I have to use other basic words tf.
BUT
I hope you enjoyed hehe