Memoir Love Rewind

Chapter 16

Pagabi na subalit wala pa rin si Blake sa lugar na tinutukoy niya. Nagtaka si Glamiela at bigla siyang nag- alala para dito. Ito ang lugar kung san nagtagpo at umusbong ang pagmamahalan nila ni Zhion. Ito rin ang lugar kung saan niya huling nakita na wala ng buhay ang kanyang asawa. Bigla ay nadagdagan ang pagsidlan niya para dito. Pano kung tama ang kanyang kapatid? Di man niya pa rin lubos na nauunawan. This time, she let her heart lead her. Nais niyang makinig sa sinasabi nang kanyang puso kagaya ng sinabi ni Dejaneah.

" Let your heart do the talking."

       "Sorry to have you wait baby girl." narinig niyang wika galing sa kanyang likuran saka mabilis na hinapit ang kanyang katawan.

Nagulat siya sa ginawa nito subalit wala siyang lakas ng loob para tutulan ito. Her body felt totally numb, by the scent by his redolent smell, the sound of his deep husky voice making every part of her body chills. The way he holds her making her feel so special and secure as if she's in paradise.

Tama ba ang sinabi ng kanyang kapatid to just follow her heart ? 'cause if she does, her heart speaks overwhelming feelings for him. For once, in her life she wants to believe that there is extra ordinary things that she cannot understand but, her heart seems to know.

Bigla ay inakay siya nito habang hawak ang dalawa niyang kamay.

          "Come... sit with me." malambing na wika nito.

Naging sunod sunuran siya na parang isang robot dito.

Blake take a deep breath then, glance at her. His eyes seems to cry but, she hardly see it because the moonlight is not bright enough to see each other's emotion. Their body is so close that no air can pass through them. She is being carried away by the good sensation of how her body reacted of being so close to him. She felt her heart beating rapidly again.

       "How does this man can make me feel alive again?" questions running in her thoughts.

        "I know you have so many questions running in your mind right now baby girl." He said, while gazing so sweet at her.

She, look deep at him trying to read him but, to her surprise bigla nitong sinakop ang kanyang mga labi na walang paalam.

Her lips tremble just for a while then, again she is blown away and cannot think straight when he put his lips against hers. He kiss her passionately to her soft lips, down to her neck while trying to undress her. His hands move so impetuous caressing every part of her body.

       " If this man is a criminal. I am willing to be his captive victim." Sa isip niya habang buong puso nagpapaubaya sa binata. She then, realized they are both naked and sharing each other's body and moving in a way that they both reach the climax.

Pareho silang naka hubad at naka tingila sa buwan ng matapos na malasap ang tawag ng kanilang katawan. Humihingal pa rin ang lalaki habang hinihimas himas nito ng marahan ang kanyang mga balikat.

         "I need to leave soon." pag- kuwan ay wika nito.

Bigla siyang nasaktan sa sinabi nito napa upo siya bigla sa  kalituhan at dali- dali niyang hinanap ang kanyang saplot para isuot.

         "Wait... baby girl. It's not like what you think!" wika nito habang pinipigilan ang mga kamay niya.

Nag alab ang kanyang damdamin para dito. Hindi dahil sa pag angkin nito sa kanya kundi sa huling sinabi nito.

        "Oh, after...you got what you want from me! Your telling me your going to leave soon! Fine... I get it. I am a stupid fool! I thought I could trust my heart for allowing you to enter it but, I guess not. Because, you know what? I locked it when my husband died but, somehow you found out the key!" she  exclaimed  na di mapigilang umiyak. Dahil pakiramdam niya ay isang tanga siya na sunod- sunuran dito.

Napa suntok sa hangin ng malakas si Blake saka nagsalita.

         "Ah!!! how do I explain this?"

Pinunasan niya ang kanyang mga luha upang harapin ito.

       "Well, explain it to me! 'cause your making me crazy! How do we end up meeting over and over again? Who are you really? Bakit ba sinasabi ng puso ko na mahal kita.?" Mariing niyang paki usap rito habang hawak ng mahigpit ang kanyang mga damit.

Napatingala sa buwan ang binata saka huminga ng napakalalim. He then, look at her with sadness in his eyes.

       "The thing is..I borrowed a life and I wanna use my last breath to say I love you." mahinahon nitong wika na bakas ang labis na kalungkutan.

Nalito siya sa paliwanag nito.

      "What do you mean you borrowed a life? please get to the point. My head feels like it's going to explode. Ano bang pinagsasabi mo?" Nalilito at nakakunot noo niyang tanong dito.

Hinawakan siya nito ng mahigpit sa kanyang mga balikat at tumingin ng malalim sa kanya. The shine from the moon is barely a shadow to see his eyes pero noot sa kanyang kalamnan ang paraan ng pagtitig nito.

        "Ok, I am Zhion.. Yes, I borrowed....this man's body just to be with you. But, I can't handle being alive anymore seeing you suffer and being in the dark. What is my use being able to breathe but, can't show you how much I love and want you.? Because, of the rules I need to follow while staying alive. You are the reason why I want to stay alive but, this time I want to use my last breath to show you how much you mean to me. mahabang wika nito saka mahigpit siyang niyakap.

Napatigagal siya sa narinig mula dito at patuloy na pina process sa kanyang utak ang mga pinagsasabi nito. She shake her head several times while,her eyes closed  if she was dreaming. She even pinch herself hard, to see if it's all real. Dahil kung panaginip lang ang lahat at totoong asawa niya ang kaharap ayaw na niyang magising pa. Pero parang di pa rin siya makapaniwala.

         "I know...it's hard to take all of it right now. I didn't mean to confused you." mahinahon na paumanhin ng binata.

Binuksan niya ng dahan- dahan ang kanyang mga mata upang salubungin ang mga tingin nito. Her tongue tied as she began to speak.

       "I want to spend the rest of my night with you. I hate spending the rest of my life pretending that you don't matter to me but, deep inside I am deeply dying inside to hold you. I would rather spend the last second feeling your body next to me, than being able to breathe a minute but far away from you. Please....let me feel your love one last time." nag- mamakawang paki usap nito ng dipa rin siya maka pagsalita.

Naantig ang kanyang puso sa kanyang narinig at nakaramdam ng awa para dito.

        " My heart...says to believed you...but, it's hard to think about it." wika niya ng makabawi ng lakas ng loob upang mag salita.

        "So just don't think and let your heart speak to you .Sometimes... the best feeling in the world is cannot be seen or touch but, it can be felt with our heart."

Saka muling inangkin ang kanyang mga labi. He kiss her so deep as if there is no tomorrow again and again.

Naiwan mang naguguluhan ang kanyang isip. Di maikakaila ng kanyang puso na nagsasabi ito ng totoo sa kanya. She knows it when she let's her heart lead her na ang lalaking kaharap niya ay matagal na niyang mahal. She, response by his kiss more passionate and dangerous. Wala na itong kailangan ipaliwanag dahil nasagot na ng kanyang puso ang lahat na tanong ng kanyang isipan.