Realisation

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"For integration we don't have product rule, instead we use integration by parts." Asuma Sensei said as my head rested on my hand.

I looked around the classroom as Sensei turned his head towards the whiteboard.

I saw Sasuke at the last row, peacefully writing his notes.

I don't know why I was doing this.

Sasuke gets everything he wants right?

Girls.
Marks.
Friends.

And what about family? The truest parental love?

He only receives love from his brother who isn't home all the time.

His parents passed away pretty quick. Well, it was found to be a suicide.

His life was miserable.

I just kept judging him.

I don't even know what happened.

Yet I still.

I don't even know why he left.

There might be something troubling him.

It made him leave his friends and go.

Who knows his struggle?

I don't. But I want to know.

My gaze was fixed towards him unless he looked at me.

He looked at me, so I smiled at him.

He smirked back and looked in front.

My eyes still looking calmly at his extremely extraordinary features.

Look at me.

Talk to me about everything.

Tell me what happened.

Everything.

I want to share your pain.

I know you can't handle all of it.

Tell me.

Please.

"Haruno! Tell me the formula for parts." Sensei asked. He probably saw me staring at Sasuke.

"Oh it's f(x) times the integration of g(x) plus the whole integration of differentiation of f(x) times the integral of g(x)." I said.

"G-good" He said a little surprised.

I had studied it. So it wasn't necessary for me to listen. It's just the same thing.

"Now. Sasuke tell me what's the integral of secx"

"Secxtanx" he replied without no interest.

I liked it. The way he ignored people.

I liked it when he didn't really care.

I really liked it.

With that the class got over and I gathered my stuff and ran upto Sasuke.

"Hey" I said as I walked next to him.

"Hn" he replied.

We walked to the lockers and it was his locker first so I waited for him.

"You are really good at math" I said as he gathered his stuff.

"And you are really good at staring" he smirked.

We walked to my locker and I took my books.

"You know, Naruto is probably looking for us" I said as he walked away from the lockers.

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