Hospital Walls || l.h.+a.i. [lashton boyxboy]

Chapter 1

Luke's POV:

3.45pm

I walked home from school and stood in front of my small house. I stared at it for a second.

To be completely honest I really didn't want to go in but I had to.

When I opened the door everything was quiet. There was no shattered glass on the floor, no empty beer bottles, nothing. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked around. The house was cleaned.

What happened in here?

Suddenly my dad walked around the corner and looked at me with anger in his eyes. I backed up a bit so I didn't have to stand right in front of him. This man disgusted me.

"A woman from some office will come over today to ask you questions about your life. If you say anything about all of this you won't experience tomorrow!" I winced as he pointed with his finger to my chest. I nodded before he went into the living room to sit on the couch. I ran up the stairs to my room and locked the door so my father couldn't walk in. I heard him yell something about me dressing nice. I wish i could just run away but he'd find me like he did when i tried running away last year.

*flashback*

I ran and ran and didn't want to stop so he wouldn't find me.

I ran until my feet hurt but i just didn't want to stop. It felt like no distance was far enough for him to find me. I ran past an old house. It looked like my 'home'. At some point i couldn't run anymore and slowed down. By now i was about 2 miles away from where i used to live with my father.

A thousand tons were lifted off my shoulders when i saw the large bridge. I used to come here with my mother when i was younger. When we simply sat on the edge and threw little rocks into the water while talking about random stuff.

I loved her. Why did she have to leave? Thousands of thoughts flew through my head. I sat on the edge of the bridge and looked down at the water. '

You could jump, Luke..'

It sounded like my father's voice. I quickly turned around but there was nobody. Wind blew through my hair and i noticed how could it was.
"Fuck you Australia.." I whispered and tried to keep myself warm. My eyes became drowsy and before i fell asleep sitting i laid down and closed my eyes to finally sleep through a whole night.

I woke up when i felt a strong pain in my head and my back. I slowly opened my eyes and immediately saw my fathers dark figure above me.

I started screaming  and tried to push him away but he started to kick me in my stomach and face. I couldn't do anything. He hurt me too bad.

"Dad.. Please! You're hurting me.." He didn't stop. I tried to say something else but everything went black.

*flashback end*

I sat on my small bed and looked around my room. There was my bed, my desk, a closet and lots of posters on the walls. I slowly walked over to my closet and opened it.

The thing that always popped out was my football jersey. I used play it when i was younger but had to give it up because of my dad.

I took out black skinny jeans, a black shirt and a red flannel. Before i put it on i looked myself in the mirror up and down. Purple bruises were shattered over my whole body, especially on my stomach. I let a finger wander over one of them and winced.

Why does he hate me so much?

I stared at myself for a few more minutes until I finally snapped out of my trance. I put on my clothes and went downstairs just to be greeted by a nice looking woman.

She was about 50 and smiled when we all walked into the living room. The woman looked around and nodded before scribbling down notes.

"So.. Luke, right?" She looked up and I nodded. "My name's Marilyn. I'm going to ask you a few questions and I want you to be completely honest!" I gulped but nodded. "Do you like living here?"

No!

First of all I looked at my father. His eyes were dark and to me he looked angry but to Marilyn he probably looked completely normal.

"Yes."

Marilyn wrote that on her paper and continued.

"Did you ever get abused or hurt in any way while living here?"

Yes. All the time.

"No." It was hard to hold back the tears that tried to spill out of my eyes.

"Good. Um, are you happy with your life like this?"

Nope. I wish I could change everything!

"Yes."

Marilyn nodded a last time and stood up. She shook my father's hand and said her goodbye to me before she left.

As my dad closed the door I tried to run to my room but he pulled my leg and I fell down the stairs. I started crying as my dad hovered over me and held my face in his hand.

"You almost let her know everything, you stupid shit!" Tears streamed down my face as he kicked my stomach and walked away. I lay on the ground and tried to push myself up. It hurt like I was about to die but I eventually made it to my room. I quickly locked the door and fell against it.

My whole body hurt and I wish somebody was there to hug me and tell me it was going to be alright but I was completely alone and nobody would want to do that if they only knew what happened here.

Life is a bitch, huh?

I shook my head to get his dirty voice out of my head.

"Life is a bitch.." I whispered to myself. Slowly I tried to get up and made my way to my bed. I lay down and looked at the ceiling. "Life, you are a bitch.." I whispered before I heard a loud bang against my door.

I didn't move, I didn't even look at the door as it swung open and my angry dad ran towards me with a smell of alcohol in his breath.

God, how much I hate this man..

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So this is the first chapter to 'Hospital Walls'.. idk if it's good and the second chapter is gonna be Ashton's POV don't worry. give me some feedback if you liked it ^^ thank youuuu -J