MY Pregnancy

May 5, 2015: The changes

My body seemed different since the last time, my period was on. I mean I've been cramping for the past two weeks straight, and because my cycle is very irregular, I just didn't pay it any attention. Jay and I decided to just stay in and watch a couple of movies since he took his kids home. He has two by the way a girl and a boy. Im sure you're wondering, if he has two kids and y'all are seven years apart then how old is he? Well just keep wondering, but know his birthday already past and mines is coming up in August so I'll be 20, which makes him how old?

Moving along, while I'm trying to watch Frozen, this jack in the box has other plans. I tried my best fighting him off, like I dont know whats gotten into hi. lately but his sex drive has been crazy. He tried to open my legs, I shut them even tighter. He tried to kiss my neck, knowing its my weakness, I ducked, so he kissed the pillow instead. After what felt like 10 minutes I finally gave in, not because I really wanted to, but because I felt my strength growing weak.

Our love session seems to be cutting shorter and shorter and its irritating me. I'm getting the feeling that he cant take how extremely wet I've started to become. Its like everytime I try to hold it I release out of my will, not so much later so does he. While we were both out of breath heaving and what not I decided to go take a shower alone this time.

I turned to the mirror and stared at myself, because I knew something was different. My hips had gotten wider and my boobs looked different. They look so much bigger from a month ago, and they're starting to grow. I bent down to get my body wash from under the sink, and when I got up, my chest felt so heavy. I started jumping up and down, and I knew that something was different.

"Babe!" I called to Jay.

"Yea baby?" He asked.

"Come here." I said. When he walked in, I looked at me with lust all in his eyes.

"What's wrong?" Jay asked, still looking at my boobs.

"Exactly!" I said pointing to his staring post.

"What?" He asked blinking uncontrollably trying to change his eye contact.

"My boobs can't you tell they look different?" I asked.

"What they feel like?" He asked. When he asked that question it took me by surprise because, I haven't touched them. When i decided too, they felt a lil heavier and slightly squishy. He felt them too, and looked at me funny.