MY Pregnancy

April 17, 2014: The beginning (con...)

Jay and I were both on our way too an orgasm like no other. While I was on top he leaned up and kissed my neck, and asked a question that made me think.
"Do you want me to nut inside you?" He asked very heavily breathing. I had to think, but then it all hit me, why not, I cant get pregnant anyway. I was told by six different doctors that I wouldn't be able to conceive due to cysts on both of my ovaries. So without thinking anymore I said.
"Yes, do it." One reason I wanted it to happen is so I could know what it feels like for him to have released in me, and secondly I just hated when he pulled out so he could release somewhere else. I love when he's inside me, but when he exits it makes me mad, and I just want him back in again. SAD but TRUE

When we both came off of our highs, we went to take a shower together. I know what you may be thinking "shacking up is a sin" or "y'all ain't even married yet" or "y'all just bout to do it again;" and honestly I don't give a rats ass. Ever since I moved in with him from living with my Aunt Buffy, that's all I've been hearing. I mean its not like I don't know I just stopped caring. So what if Jay and I are seven years apart, that doesn't change the fact that he means something to me, or that God placed him in my life for a reason.

We're together for a purpose and I guess we'll all have to figure out what that purpose is. Needless to say we didn't do anything in the shower but bathed each other. Jay got out first, so he could go grab my towel. Before he came back I had to piss so badly, I just simply hopped out the tub and hopped on the toilet, almost busting my ass in the process. When I finished doing my business, I felt a warm like substance coming out of me so I wiped. and just as sho, it was my period. So I hopped my ass right back into the shower.