The Kissing Booth A New Chapter.

23 I CAN'T TAKE THIS

EPOV

I was sitting in the cafe drinking some hot chocolate since it is getting colder here and sitting out in the quad is not a good idea.  Last night I had Noah, yelling I was killing him and later found out that unfortunately, I had given Noah the dreaded blue balls although it was an accident.  I was in the apartment alone since I had finished for the day and I didn't have practice till that afternoon.  So, I had decided to try on the costume I was going to wear for class and the competition, and since they had arrived I figured why not.  I had called Charlette the girl across the hall to come over since the costume came with a corset and I needed help tieing it up.  She was a great help and left after I had tried on the dress and took pictures wearing the wig to send to June.  I had just finished taking off the dress and putting it away and was walking across the apartment with nothing but the corset, and bloomers (now I am talking old-fashioned bloomers, not those things cheerleaders wear) plus the stockings and boots.  I kept glancing down at my boobs and giggling "man, I may barely be able to breathe but this thing sure does wonders for my breasts."  I was looking down on the ground for the hook that came with the boots to help unlace them so I could take them off when Noah walked in, and I didn't realize it.  I was having a hard time trying to bend down to find the damn hook, so I stood up staring down at my boobs "Fuck this shit I can't fucking breath," and when I unhooked the first hook, I hear someone suck in their breaths and turn and look at Noah.  He walks towards me placing his hands on my waist "Damn Shelly, you look hot but babe, please go to your room before anyone else see's you."  I giggle and tiptoe up "What's wrong Noah don't like what you see?"  "Nope, the problem is that I like what I see.  I have never seen y...yo...you're...assets thrust so far on display before."  I look down and throw my shoulders back "So, I guess you're glad that this is mine and not some rental?"  "Oh, yes."  Next thing I know he has me pulled flush against his body and is kissing me hard, and long I glide my hands across his back and down to his ass and squeeze.  Enjoying his lips and tongue battling for dominance.  As he kisses down my neck, he makes his way to my breasts and as he reaches in to pull one out the second hook on the corset comes undone spilling my breasts for his and my pleasure.  I close my eyes and revel at the ministrations his mouth is doing to my perky breasts.  I jump up and wrap my legs around his waist and start to grind against him.  "Fuck, Shells I  need you...I need to taste you, feel you, and smell you."  As he is leading me to my bedroom, I come out of my trance and jump down running into my room.  I can hear Noah in the living room "Fuck damn it, Shelly."

I take a deep breath and step out to see he is gone.  Shit, I want him, and now.  Unfortunately, I couldn't find him, and that is why now I am sitting in this cafe trying to figure out if I am ready to forgive him completely and exactly how I want to take that next step with him.  I guess I was staring off in space when I hear "excuse me do you mind if we join you?"  I look up, and I see this short cute Asian girl with long black hair that almost reaches her butt and a very handsome young man several inches taller than her with dirty blond hair and he smirks at me.  I couldn't help but laugh at that smirk because it reminds me so much of Noah's.  "Yeah, sure sorry about that I was lost in my little world,  I'm Elle Evans."  "No problem I am Lara Jean Swan Covey, and this is my boyfriend, Peter Kavinsky."  "Nice to meet you two."  "So, if you don't mind me asking why were you so deep in thought.  You looked almost sad, and  it broke my heart."  I hear Peter "Lara Jean, stop she might not want to talk about what is wrong.  Please excuse her since we got together officially she is bound and determined to make everyone happy."  I look at her and take a deep breath "See, I fell in love with my best friend's brother I should tell you that my best friend Lee and I were born on the same day at the same time and we call each other twin since our moms were best friends and raised us as twins."  "Really, wow that is so cool.  So, does Lee have a problem with you and his brother."  "Well at first he did, and he was eventually able to come to terms with it.  The problem happened at Christmas break, and he broke up with me before he left even though he had acted and treated me like he still loved me.  Then ended up only a week after he returned here he started dating another girl.  I did start dating someone else eventually and once I graduated and was excepted here on a full soccer scholarship that asshat turned out to be a controlling jerk and we broke up.  This is where it gets complicated my ex, and I are back together, but I am having a hard time fully trusting him."  She stares at me "So, why did you take him back I mean the guy was a jerk dumping you for someone else after treating you like he loved you."  "Lara Jean stop."  "No, it's ok Peter he claims to have been blackmailed.  Well, it turns out it was true the girl who was blackmailing him her roommate found evidence and turned it into the dean and that girl was expelled."