The Kissing Booth A New Chapter.

56 FUTURE

" Ok, but I do need to tell you something first about our future." "What about our future?" "Now I don't want you to interrupt me and would appreciate it if you let me explain and understand where I am coming from." "Ok, Noah you're scaring me." "Babe it is not that bad. You are my life always, and I mean always remember that." "Ok" "Well about our future I have thought about this for a while now and well to be perfectly honest with you the more I think about it, the longer the negative column grows. Yeah, there are some positives, but none of them outweigh the negatives. The only major incentive is the money but we will make our own together, and that is what is most important." I look at her and can tell she is dying to ask me what I am going on about this girl is a little impatient. Taking a deep breath "The NFL recruiter approached me, and they want me now."

I see the pain cross her eyes for a moment only a moment before she smiles and her eyes shine. That is my girl automatically willing to support my dream. Taking a deeper breath, "I have decided to tell them I am not interested. Before you start with not wanting me to give up my dream for you let me tell you this is not my dream, playing professional football was never on my mind till I was approached. When I close my eyes at night, I wasn't kidding when I told you I see us married with children around us. The idea I would have to leave you behind sometimes kills me not to mention as it is I can't stand all the women that throw themselves at me, and I know it is only going to get worse no matter what is going on in my personal life. I know you trust me baby, but every time another woman touches me the way only you should it makes my skin crawl. I have spoken to the PR Rep and other players, and they all say the same thing I have to put up with it to a certain extent, and that makes me want to puke. Not only that when one of the players saw your picture, but they also looked at me and told me how I would have to higher you a bodyguard because of how beautiful you are, and the fact of who I will be if I accept would make you a target. Not only from crazy female fans that will hate you for being with me but from men that think they can take me down. After all of that, I doubted playing, but I still wasn't convinced it was right for me to reject the offer.

Well, that was until the other night when I saw William and Lee act like assholes and I realized I want you. Not only that but when we talked and discussed our children you mentioned I wouldn't want to miss a moment of their lives as we have missed for the little man and I knew you were right. That is what cemented my decision. Shelly baby if I had my way you would be pregnant the first day of our honeymoon. Hell, I would get you pregnant now if I could, but I know you are not ready. We have about five years before your willing to even consider having children and I understand, but I don't want to wait longer than that for anything. I guess what I am saying it the only future that matters to me is our future family.

I watch her as her eyes tear up and look at me. "Baby, if this is what you want I will support you. Yes, I will hate it every time a woman touches you hell I hate it now with a passion, but I want to make sure this is not the dream you want. I don't want you giving up something for me." "I am not giving up something for you. I am simply choosing to follow my dream, and that dream has always been the two of us married living back home with me working in a software company and you taking over the Flynn Evans Law Firm. Oh, and let's not forget the kids." She giggled "is that all you think about me getting pregnant." "Yep, it is that is why I know that this is what I want." She flung herself at me and cuddled into my arms, and I couldn't help but chuckle at the fact that she just did something I never thought she would do which is a significant display of public affection. Now don't get me wrong I loved that she threw herself at me. Hell every time she touches me, I feel my heart sore, and I feel my body relax into her sweet little sexy body.

After finishing up breakfast, we headed out and started to stroll around the town spending time with just the two of us since we have been busy with school and the wedding. I loved feeling my arm around her waist as she had her's around me. We passed this boutique, and I heard my Shelly squeal "oh my that is perfect." She walked out of my arms into the store we were passing and up to and grabbed this set of champagne flutes. One said Bride, one said Groom, there was one each for the best man and maid of honor plus one each for the rest of the wedding party. I couldn't help but laugh at how girly my Shelly was acting. I think this was the first time she truly enjoyed finding something for the wedding. I couldn't help being happy and excited right along with her. It is not that I think Shelly doesn't want to get married I know she does want to be my wife. The thing is if we had our way this wedding would not be the big affair that it has turned into but what could we do our parents were so excited that we were getting married we had opted to let them have their way and throw a big affair. I mean Shelly is Max's only daughter, and he wants what is best for her, and so do I. Not to mention as far as my parents are concerned she is their only daughter as well so they are making sure she has everything she could ever want. I pull out the card my mom gave me for such an occasion and paid for the glasses arranging for them to be delivered to my parents in LA. "You sure you like them to Noah?" "Yes, baby and I agree they are perfect. Not to mention this is the first thing you have been truly excited about for the wedding." She grinned "actually my dress was I love it I just hated having to shop for the darn thing, but once Lee found it, I knew that it was the one and I nearly squealed." "Good baby, I am so glad you love your dress. Next, to the ties, you found this is the next best thing I have seen for the wedding." "Darn the ties I need to have your mom pick up a few more." "Beat ya to it she already ordered more."

I didn't realize how long we had been walking around until Shelly looked up at me "baby I am hungry." I laughed at her "Shelly baby you are always hungry." She stuck her tongue out at me and walked into a dinner we had just happened to be in front of when she realized she was starving." I shook my head laughing at her "you always find a dinner don't you?" "Hey, what can I say I like diner food the only other thing I would want is some good Korean food but Lara Jean invited us over to her house for dinner, and she is making us an authentic Korean dinner." "I know I wonder if it is as good as Mrs. Kim's." "Ah, I miss my balamdung-i " "Hey there your Keon geos is right here my little eolin-i." She giggled and shook her head "yes you are my Keon geos."

The waitress walks up "how can I help you?" I grin at her knowing once Shelly orders she is going to freak out. Shelly looks at her "I would like a large diet coke, a tripple cheeseburger, french fries with gravy and a large strawberry shake." The waitress looks at us "ah how cute you two share your meals." I chuckle "nope I would like a large coke, a quadrouple cheeseburger, french fries with chillie and cheese and a large chocolate shake." She looks at us "just so you know we really don't like throwing food away around here." I laugh "none of it will go to waste." She shrugs her shoulders and walks off shaking her head muttering "kids now a days just wate good food." I notice a girl looking at me from across the way and she winks at me and I just shook my head. I hear Shelly's phone go off and she looks down sends a reply before looking up at me "hey that was Lara Jean and she was in the area and so I invited them to join us." I motion for the waitress to come by and Shelly smiles "can you add two large cokes a two regular cheeseburger, a plate of fries and a large chocolate shake." "uhm, sure sweety are you expecting company." "yes, our friends Lara Jean and Peter should be here soon." She walks off just as the two stroll in to the diner.

I notice Lara Jean and Peter give that girl who had been eyeing me a glare before sitting down. Shelly slides sits next to as this exchange is made and didn't notice the looks that were thrown at the girl. Shelly had just rested her head on my shoulder when that girl walked up "hey there sexy I am Gen what are you doing here with these losers." I look up at her "what loosers." "Well, Lara Jean, Peter and this skank." I see red "Well Lara Jean and Peter are my friends and I don't hang out with losers as for the so called skank she is my fiancee and I bet you can't say the same thing she can." "What that she has you and I don't?" "Ok well make that two." I hear Shelly chuckle "what the hell are you laughing at your fucking whore?" With that Shelly stands up and glares at the Gen "who are you calling a whore?" "Well, you." Shelly laughs and looks at Peter and Lara Jean and realzies who this girl is and laughs even harder "you are calling me a whore let me guess you have been with let's see three guys at least. OH, and before you answer that you might want to know, I mean having sex." The girl Gen grins "actually make it five why do you care and Peter here was one of them." "Ah, how nice for you but I guess you were not that memorable seeing he is with my female bestie Lara Jean now. As for my sexual experiences let's see how many are there...oh yeah one just one man since I was 16 and that man just so happens to be this tall drink of water right here next to me. There is something else let me see oh yeah..." she lifts up her left hand waving her fingers at this Gen girl "he happens to be my fiancee. Can you say the man you marry will be the only man to share your bed like I can? Nope guess not and yet you call me a whore." The girl glared at her as the diner erupted in laughter as she stares at me "you don't know who you are messing with." "Oh, I am shaking that a little girl from Charlottesville, Virginia is threatening me. Man, you are scarier than the girls back home. NOT HELLO I AM FROM LA so not scared of you. You are no better than Mia and Gweneth." The bell on the door rings and in walks...

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