SADNESS 16 ✨

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"You want to be fuck this morning?" Val once said.

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"Wait for me in your room, you should be ready when I come." Val said and went the other way.

Is he going to the room he was referring to? Is there anything more to prepare myself except that I am all naked in front of him now.

That man, what else does he expect me to do besides undress?

Pumasok na ako sa loob ng kwarto gaya ng inaasahan. Pagkatapos kong ayusin ang sarili ko sa harapan ng salamin ay nagpasiya na akong pumasok sa bathroom.

Inayos ko lang ng kaunti sa loob at kumuha ako ng liquid soap para ilagay sa bathtub. Nagpasiya na din akong umupo doon at doon nalang maghintay

"Hindi naman siguro ako nagmumukhang excited sa paningin niya pag nadatnan niya akong nasa bathtub na diba?" I said to myself and I laughed.

So this is how you feel when you are waiting for your husband to have sex? Maybe Val is just fooling me that he will come to my room because five minutes ago he still wasn't here.

"Who in their right mind would have sex at 3am in the morning?" I said and thought about it.

I waited another five minutes and when no Val entered my room I decided to stand up and took the robe to cover my naked body.

"Nakakainis!" naiinis na sabi ko at malakas na binuksan at sinara ang pinto. 

Lumabas ako nang kwarto at pumunta sa kitchen, nag hanap ako ng alak at natuwa ako nang makita ko na meron doon.

"Maybe this wine is Ben's so I'll pay for it when he comes" I said and took the wine and went to the swimming pool again.

I actually meant to sit on the edge of the swimming pool and put my feet down to get wet, the water was warm so it was relaxing.

"Pinaasa ba ako ng lalake na iyon?" natatawang sabi ko sa sarili ko at ininom ang isang bote ng wine at pagkatapos ay inilapag sa tabi.

Umasa ako na tatabihan niya ako ngayon pero na saan na siya?

Is he playing with me?

I've only been drinking for a few minutes but I'm almost halfway through the alcohol and I can already feel its effects on me because my vision is getting dizzy.

"Shit!" I said laughing.

"I look heartbroken just because I didn't get fucked? This is so funny!" lasing na sabi ko at tumikhim uli ng alak. 

Hindi na din maayos ang pagupo ko kaya naman ay natutumba tumba ako pero kahit papaano ay napipigilan kong huwag mahulog sa pool.

"Bakit gising pa ako hanggang ngayon? Bakit hindi ako inaantok?" naiiyak na sabi ko at bigla kong naalala ko si Veron.

"That woman, why is she coming here next Saturday? I miss her so much.." I said and suddenly I started crying.

Veron was my only friend. Apart from the fact that she was given as my personal assistant, she has also become my friend and family. I feel that there is only one blood flowing through our veins and if I will choose my future relatives, I would definitely choose Veron.

Even though I don't know what her life is like, I better not ask because we will only be sad in the end.

"I miss you..."

"I miss you so much..." pabulong na sabi ko at nang kunin ko ang bote na nasa gilid ay biglang akong walang nahawakan kaya naman ay nilingon ko iyon.

I was surprised because it was gone so I glanced at the water because it might have fallen there but before I could do that I saw a black shoes so I ran my eyes up to his face.

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