You tell yourself that everyone hates you,
That if you die nothing would change,
That the world will still spin on its axis
And everyone would go about with their day to day routines,
But your thoughts are all selfish,
In a way your only thinking about yourself,
You don't realise how much your mother will cry,
And how your father will blame himself,
How your best friend will never understand,
How your teachers will feel guilty for they didn't help you through this thunder,
Your pet will go looking for you every single day,
Your parents can't go to work anymore as all they can do is cry and pray,
Pray to god asking him to take them to,
Cause they don't want to live in a world without you,
Your crush will break down- knowing there must of been something he could of done to help,
To help you realise that everyone cares,
So before you say the world will still spin on it's axis,
And the stars would still shine bright,
And all this rubbish about no one caring,
Look around, smile and think about this life,
This beautiful life,
With this beautiful family,
With your beautiful friends,
And one day your crush could turn into your boyfriend,
And then think about them,
Think about them crying every single day and night,
Thinking about them asking god why it was you and not them,
So don't be selfish and only think for yourself,
Because your struggle is a temporary problem,
This permanent solution that you consider,
Doesn't end the problem it passes it on to everyone who was a part of your world,
Everyone who affected your life,
Don't you dare ever say no one cares,
Because when your best friends crying on the floor,
And your family aren't eating or talking anymore,
You'll realise you were wrong,
And there's nothing you can do about,
Cause there's no going back once you've took your own life.
