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Ch. 26 Practice

"Soo Ah, I'm going to go to the practice room to practice the song me and Chanyeol are going to sing tomorrow for the school concert ." Nana said in a bit hasty voice.

"Oh arsoo(ok). Are you ok?" I asked because she didn't sound too good.

"Yes, of course I'm ok. I'm going to go now. Ok bye!!"

"Bye!!" Now I was alone in the dorm, bored. I didn't know what to do until I spotted the photo album with the photo of me and Chanyeol when we were younger.

I just remembered about it now. I never asked my mom about it. I was afraid that she'll take it away.

My parents never mentioned him for a reason. But what? He just left. I woke up in the hospital not knowing what happened. No one ever explained to me.

I recall my mom telling me "Everything's ok. Your going to be ok." when I awoke in the hospital.

I remember I asked my mom what had happened. She didn't say anything.

"Get some rest. You're ok and that's all that mattered." My dad said as my mom continued to be silent. That's all I remember.

I got up from laying on my bed and went over to my desk and opened it up. I saw the picture of us when we were younger. We looked so young. I had my arm around Chanyeol and we were posing with peace signs. Why can't I remember anything more. When something reminded me of my past I would remember more of it. Why is this all? Why can't I even remember our times together? Why?

My life is full of questions. Questions that may never be answered...no matter how much I want to know the answers to them.

While I was in my deep thoughts someone knocked on the door. I quickly closed the photo album and laid it really quickly on my desk.

"I'm coming!!" I yelled and walked to see who was at the door.

It was Sehun. I'm really proud of Sehun. He's been doing much better. I was so happy for him.

"Anyeong!!" He said.

"Anyeong!"

"Do you want to go see Nana and Chanyeol practice?"

"Um I guess so." I never thought to go see them because I thought that I would just be in the way but I guess i could just go with Sehun.

We went to the practice room and when we got there everyone was already there.

"Anyeong!"

"Anyeong!"

"Soo Ah! We're about to perform for you guys! I'm glad that you finally came!" Nana said.

"I can't wait to hear you guys." I said and sat down on the hardwood floor of the practice room.

We sat down and Nana and Chanyeol got ready to perform for us.

Chanyeol started playing the guitar.

I brush off the dust on the old diary The inside that suddenly opened up, brightly

You are there still Like before, you are remained

Nana sang.

I cringed. Afraid that tears would fill my eyes.

I recall the pictures that I lived forgetting The little tremblings splurge in my body

It's a bit of a sad thing that we can't go back to that time

Chanyeol sang.

I felt this pain in my heart. I bit the bottom of my lip to stop any noise that I would make, to keep my mouth shut, to hide my feelings, my sadness.

I remembered the first time I saw Chanyeol sing this song. He didn't cry now. He continued playing and singing.

I'm going to look for you Tinker bell that the memories sent Neverland that followed through

At that place While looking at each other, were we smiling

Nana sang.

Forever your peter pan. Your man that stopped the that time

Although I'm lacking, I'm running to my you that I loved so much

Chanyeol sang.

They finished the song. And I didn't cry. What a relief.

We clapped our hands. Nana them got up and hurried to get a drink of water from her water bottle.

"Gwenchahniyo? (Are you ok?)" I asked Nana.

She took a sip of her water and cleared her throat.

"Yes. I'm ok. I think I've just been practicing a lot so my throat is hurting a little." Nana said.

"Oh. Ok. You guys sound really good." I said.

"Thank you." Nana said.

I hope that she was ok. I didn't want her not be able to sing tomorrow for the concert.