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Ch. 32 Art

I open my eyes and looked around. I was sleeping on the couch. I looked at the clock and it was 10!!!!!!!! Good thing that we didn't have school today!!!!!!!!!! I didn't see Nana on her bed.

I don't think that I could look Nana in the eye again, I've lied to her, and she knew that I lied. And what I lied about...how could I let this happen. I thought that...it was for the best...but instead it hurt everyone more.

I got up and went to the bathroom and got ready. What was I going to do today...without Nana it felt so different...I felt as if I was alone. But how did I ever live without Nana as a friend before.

I'll just go to the art room. When I was mad, frustrated, or stressed I would always draw to find a solution or let it go.

I got the key to unlock the art room when I noticed that it was already unlocked. You had to get special permission to get a key, the only other person that I knew had the key was the art teacher.

Ahh!! She could maybe help me solve a problem. I opened the door and ran inside.

"Songsengneem!" I said as I ran in but no one was there. I looked around and I saw someone's sketchbook on one of the desk.

It didn't have anyone's name on the cover so I opened it to find the name inside.

I opened it and it was a drawing of these little kids playing. The drawing was so good!!! I didn't even think twice and flipped to the next page. It was a drawing of the same kids at the park swinging.

I kept on flipping the page curious of the other drawings. I then noticed something...something familiar. Then it hit me like a meteor that came from the galaxy and hit me across the face when I saw the drawing of a hospital scene...

I flipped the pages more, even more curious. Then I saw a Peter Pan drawing...

"CHANYEOL!" Chanyeol drew these!!!!!

"Soo Ah..." I heard someone say behind me.

!!!!!!! Chanyeol was there the whole time!!!

"Uh...... Chanyeol..." I said uncomfortably and closed the sketchbook and put it back on the table.

"Soo Ah...Your ok." Chanyeol said as he fell to his knees and burst into tears.

Chanyeol!!!!!! Seeing him cry like that... Made me cry too.

"Chanyeol..." I said as I walked closer to him.

"Your ok." I heard him whisper as he cried even more.

I bent over and put my hand on his shoulder to comfort him. Was he ok? What is he talking about?

He grabbed my arm and pulled me down.

And he...

...hugged me...

He was holding me so tightly, crying on my shoulders.

"Soo Ah, your ok." He cried.

...now I knew what he meant.

"Of course I am. Why wouldn't I be?" I asked.

"I thought that I'll never see you again. I'm-...I'm so sorry." He cried even more.

I cried too. "I thought that I'll never remember who you were." I cried and put one arm around him, and hugged him.

"I'm so sorry!!" He cried again.

What was he sorry for?!?!?!?!!!! I couldn't remember anything else.

"Why..." I asked.

"I wasn't there to protect you. I was the one who caused you to get hurt." He cried.

Then it hit me. I remembered why me and Chanyeol were running.

/flashback/

"Hahahaha look at monkey face!!!" A couple of teenagers laughed.

"Don't mess with him you ass holes!!!!!" The little kid of me yelled as I defended Chanyeol.

"Hahahaha so these little Ching Chong kids know how to speak English too." Those racist bastards.

"Yeah I also know how to make people shut the fuck up!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed back.

"Yah, Sonya let's just go." The little Chanyeol whispered to me as he tugged on my sleeve.

We left. Those racist bastard have never stopped ever since. Until one day. Me and Chanyeol were at the park near our houses when they came. With baseball bats.

Before I knew it Chanyeol was pushed to the ground helplessly and continuously hit with a baseball bat. They grabbed me and covered my mouth. I also fought helplessly. I knew that that was going to be the end for me. But I couldn't stop now.

I screamed as loud as I could, at the top of my lungs. I bit the bastard's hand that was covering my mouth. He let go of my mouth as I tried to get away and scream to the top of my lungs again. He finally let go of me and as soon as I was going to make a run and run to help Chanyeol, they took a baseball bat and hit me on the back. At full strength.

It felt as if someone took a knife and stabbed me at full power and speed. I fell to the ground and couldn't get up. My back hurt like hell. I started crying in terror and pain.

I felt even more helpless, like this was really going to be the end of me. Until Chanyeol ran up to me and help me up and we ran for our life.

"HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Chanyeol screamed. I couldn't say anything. I could barely manage to run.

Me and Chanyeol were running as fast as we could. All of a sudden...the streaking sound, the flash of light, everything happened.

And while this was happening I heard it again.

"I will protect you. Saranghae(I love you)"

I came back to current time, crying my eyes out. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't remember things.

Chanyeol put his hand on me head and held my tighter.

"I'm so sorry." I cried. It was my fault, not Chanyeol's that it happened, the accident.

I should've just not said anything or fight against those bastards.

I pushed back and held the arm with the scar.

"I'm sorry." I cried again as I held his hand.

He leaned forward again and laid his head on my shoulder again.

"Saranghae(I love you)" he cried.

What.... Please be as a friend, as a brother, something other than a lover. I was the Tinkerbell that watched Peterpan and Wendy from afar.

"Chanyeol...you love Nana right? You love me as a sister right?"

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A/N: KAMSLAKSKAKASJLWIAMSLAS!!!! Lol as I'm proof reading these....I actually don't even know what I was trying to say at some parts Ahahahah lol...HOPE YOU ENJOY!! Lol....one more chapter left >=<