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Ch. 30 Tinkerbell

I ran to Chanyeol and asked if he was ok. He didn't reply. He looked into my eyes as no has ever done to me. It was a odd feeling but somehow... I don't know. It was just different. He told me that he was ok even though he didn't seem like it. His face expression changed from unbearable pain to a smile. He was trying to say something to me but I couldn't hear clearly what he was saying. Then as I was holding him on the side by his arms he fainted.

I was so scared. I didn't know what to do. But Sehun came with Nana and we took him to the nurses office.

Now I was waiting with everyone in their dorms in silence for a answer of how Chanyeol was doing.

I was really scared. What if he didn't just faint. What if there was something worse that was wrong with Chanyeol.

Then Mrs. Kim walked into the dorm.

"He's ok. He was probably shocked or scared of performing. They don't know what it was but he's awake now."

Chanyeol being afraid of performing? That wasn't it. He loved performing in front of people. But he's awake now, what a relief.

"Can we go see him?" Baekhyun asked.

"Ani not yet. He wanted to see..."

Nana jumped up hoping that he wanted to see her.

"...he wanted to see you, Soo Ah." Mrs. Kim continued.

"What?" I was so surprised. Why me?

"Well it's been a long day, you guys must be hungry, you should come get food from the cafeteria." Mrs. Kim said and said good bye and left.

We continued sitting down in silence.

"Well that's a relief that he's ok." Suho said.

"Yeah."

"We should go get something to eat then." Kai suggested.

"Yeah we should." Kyungsoo said.

We were about to head out but Nana said that she didn't want to go. It was so hard to communicate with someone who lost their voice.

"I'll stay with Nana then. I'm not too hungry either and she needs company." I said.

"Are you guys sure?" Sehun asked.

"Yeah of course. I'm ok. Are you sure you don't want to go Nana?" I asked.

Nana nodded yes.

The guys went to get food and while me and Nana went back to the dorms.

Me and Nana got to the dorms, took our showers and laid down on our beds.

"Today was so exhausting." I said.

Nana didn't reply. Oh yeah I just remembered that she couldn't talk.

It was really silent. It was actually kind if peaceful I was about to take go to sleep already.

"Soo Ah." Nana said.

"What!?!? You got your voice back!? That's good!" I said.

"Yeah just not to long ago."

"That's good."

"Soo Ah." Nana said again.

"Yeah."

"Your Tinkerbell aren't you?" Nana said.

"What are you talking about?" I laughed.

"I never dressed up as Tinkerbell before." I laughed again.

"Ani. I meant the Tinkerbell, the one Chanyeol wrote about." Nana said.

I was so shocked. I looked over to Nana who was laying on her bed also.

"I still don't know what your talking about." I tried to laugh. I knew what she was talking about but...how did she get the idea when she doesn't know about...that day.

"Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about." Nana said.

"Nana." What's wrong with her? "Your Chanyeol's girlfriend why would Tinkerbell be me? That's a silly idea."

"Everything makes sense now when I think about it." I looked at Nana. What does she mean.

"I saw the photos in your photo album. The one when you were younger and with that boy." Nana said slowly.

I was panicking.

"That boy...he's Chanyeol isn't he." Nana said. The thing that I never wanted Nana to know about, she knew about.

"Don't deny it. Chanyeol told me the story. Of his...friend. Then I put two and two together and it makes sense now." Nana said.

I felt so bad. So sorry. So sad.

"Nana, I'm sorry."

"But it didn't make sense of why you never told me. But now it does. I thought maybe I was just overreacting but then I lied that I couldn't talk so you can sing with Chanyeol and when you sang with Chanyeol it made perfect sense." Nana said.

I was tearing up.

"Nana that's not true." I said.

"It doesn't matter anymore."

"What do you mean it doesn't matter anymore!!!!! I didn't even know what really did happen!!! I lost that memory of my life!! I can't even remember how we met. How we became friends!!"

"Just friends?"

"Yes!! Just friends! What did you think it was! We were so young what else could it be!" I was crying.

"Love. I can tell that it was love." Nana said. It hurt so bad. I've never fought with Nana before.

"I don't even know what love is. What is the meaning of love!" I cried out.

The room got quiet again.

I was wiping my tears away. And so was Nana. She had been crying too.

I got up and was about to leave the dorm for a little bit.

"Someday Peter Pan will find his Wendy and live happily ever after. While Tinkerbell only watch them from far." I said as I was at the door. (A/N:that quote is not mine. Cr to whoever wrote it, I don't know who wrote it lol...)

I opened the door and suddenly I saw Chanyeol at the door. He was listening wasn't he. I quickly walked past Chanyeol and went down the hallway as fast as I could so that they couldn't see how much I was crying.

I went outside and sat down on the concrete steps to go to the school.

A/N: 3 more chapters left~~^0^ comment what you think please so that I can improve my writing~