XOXO

Ch. 7. Friendship

"Wake up! Wake up everyone!!" I heard Mrs. Kim say from the hallway.

"Uh it's so early."

"I'm so tired."

"One hour to get dressed!!" Mrs. Kim said.

Of course. Those girls go to the bathroom first.

Me and Nana were just waiting for over 30 minutes now.

"Yah! You guys didn't get ready yet?" It was Mrs. Kim.

Nana was trying to fix her hair really quick... And then there's me... Still laying on the bed with my hair all messed up and I was still in my pajamas.

"How are we suppose to get ready if it takes them over an hour to get just their makeup done?" I asked.

"Just use the guys bathroom then. They are already done." Mrs. Kim said.

"Ok." I finally got up.

Hana got out of the bathroom unfinished to see what happened. As soon as she saw Mrs. Kim she tried to act like a responsible person that she's not.

"Yah! Soo Ah you should be more lady like! Who wears boxers to sleep?"

"Me. I wear boxers. I can if I want to. ". I replied. Then I got up and brought my toothbrush and clothes to change into and went to the guys room next door.

They are actually use to it. I sometimes go to their dorms for homework and just to hangout sometimes. Nana went with me.

I knocked on their door. And Sehun opened it... Embarrassment? I don't know. The guy that just kissed sees me in a boxer and a loose t-shirt. Ehh I don't really care. I wouldn't even care if he saw me all dressed up. It wouldn't have made a difference in my opinion.

I was just trying to play it cool because I didn't want to talk about the...kiss.

"Yah. What are you wearing." Sehun snickered.

"What have you not seen someone where boxers? You haven't worn them?" I was kidding. It was just a joke because once we played a joke on Sehun and Baekhyun pulled Sehun's pants down. It's not like I wasn't wearing any underwear under.

"Haha I have seen someone wear boxers, just not a girl."

"Well now you have. Can I use you bathroom?"

"Yeah sure." Sehun said.

I guess he was playing along not talking about what happened too.

Nana followed me to the guys room and she asked to go first so I let her.

I laid on the couch in their rooms. It was one of the weirdest times I ever had waiting for someone. I don't know why but it just was. Chanyeol playing guitar, Kai dancing, and we were just doing our own thing.

Sehun. If he knew that I liked Chanyeol... Did he tell him? I really feel bad for Sehun. He knows who I like but he still kissed me... Sehun freakn kissed me. Why do I keep on thinking about this.

Nana came out of the bathroom " You can go use the bathroom now."

I went into the bathroom and got ready. When I came out... Chanyeol and Jae were already starting to get to get along. I was happy you can say. I was walking out of the bathroom and Chanyeol was playing guitar and Jae was singing.

Sehun just looked at me.

"Wow you guys sound good together." I said.

"Nana is a really good singer. She even taught me some tricks for playing guitar." Chanyeol said.

"Ah yes. She's really talented." I said.

Sehun just looked at me like are you serious? What are you doing?

I knew exactly what I was doing. I was being a good friend.

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Mr. Lee our math and our schools coach walked in and said "Sehun and..." He was scheming through the room and looked directly at me. "... And Soo Ah go bring the coolers and supplies onto the buses. Soo Ah that's for not getting ready on time." Mr. Lee said.

Like what the fuck!!!!!!!! It wasn't my fault!!! Why do I have to go with Sehun!!!! It makes everything worse!! I was trying to avoid him!!!

Sehun was walking out the door and I was just standing there like are you serious.

"Come on." Sehun said to me.

Wae!!!!!!!! I said in my head.

"Ok."

We were walking to the buses in silence for 5 minutes before Sehun asked "Why did you do that?"

"Do what?" I asked even though I knew exactly what he was talking about.

Sehun gave me this stare like you know what I'm talking about.

"Why did you? Really. I know- I know that you like Chanyeol." Sehun said.

"How? How do you know? Huh." I asked. I was mad already and he adds to it. I did what I did. Why question it.

"Uh. Are you serious? I knew the first day you and I met. When all of us met you. So why? Why did you do that? Why did you try to get Chanyeol and Nana together?" Sehun said.

There was a long silence. I was so pissed off at Sehun now. Doesn't he think that I felt a little bit sad that I did that!? But I would've felt more guilt if I didn't try to get them together. Jae seemed like a good person and she seemed to really like Chanyeol.

"You really are careless huh." Sehun said.

What the fuck. Like seriously what the fuck was wrong with him.

"Yah! I'm careless? What about you! Why did you kiss me?! Why did you kiss me when you knew that I liked Chanyeol? Why!!?? Do you even know how I feel! Why are you questioning what I did!? Sometimes you have to think about others feelings too. Did you think about that?" I yelled. I felt like crying. This was my first actual fight I've ever had with Sehun or any of my friends.

I threw the first aid kit and things that I was holding onto the bus and just left.

When I was walking away I heard Sehun say "I regret it! I regret kissing you! I regret ever meeting you! Why would I ever like someone like you!"

I felt tears filling my eyes. My vision was getting blurry from the tears rising up in my eyes.

"Don't cry you idiot. Why are you crying?" I faintly said to myself as I was walking away.

Everyone was coming out of the hotel and we were now getting on the bus. You have to be fucking kidding me. Now I have to sit with him again.

I wiped the tears that were rolling down my cheeks.

When I got on the bus I sat down at my seat. The seat in the middle.

I saw Sehun coming near our seat and I didn't even bother to look at him.

"Kai hyung can we switch seats." I heard Sehun ask Kai who was in the seat in front of us.

"Oh.. Ye. Sure." Said Kai a bit confused.

Kai came to my seat row and asked me if I wanted to sit at the window instead and I said sure.

We all got seated. And then Kai whispered to me " What's wrong with Sehun? Did he get into a fight with Chanyeol?"

"No, he's a idiot. A really big idiot." I told Kai.

Kai just kind of just sat there still confused but yet he said "oh."

Was Sehun a idiot? Or was it me? Maybe I was the idiot for coming here.

I was thinking about what he said, "I regret it! I regret kissing you! I regret ever meeting you! Why would I ever like someone like you!"

"What did I just do by just coming here. Don't make me regret coming here Sehun." I thought.