i feel like shit again
and it's 'cause of you
i'm crying with the rain
in the dark
because of you
i remember all the moments we had together
a waste of time now
isn't it?
because
of me
and now mostly you
i'm hurt
you hurt me
humiliated and shamed me
only got yourself to blame
if you lose me
'cause you are
your losing me
and i'm letting go
in any case
i don't have a choice
your kicking me out
out of your life
because i'm not good enough
right?
don't say no
because if it wasn't
you'd be scared to lose me
as i am to you
am i angry?
no
i'm furious
fueled by hurt, embarrassment and humiliation
of which you fed
not me
i
have never hated you
i never will
but why do you want me to
dislike you
and avoid you
if you really cared
if you really ever liked me
you would do anything to not lose me
you would never abandon me
