please don't tell me to stop
i can't
even if i wanted to
don't tell me to stop destroying myself
when i can't
don't tell me not to kill myself
'cause i never asked for your help
i never wanted it
so i slide down the wall and cry
wishing i could die
every attempt a certain fail
always caught out
but i never sought out
your help
please leave me in my misery
i do not want your help
it is not the help i want
i just want someone to be there
but no one ever is
you cannot understand me
and i know that your help is no use
you just wanna feed your curiosity
i'm not something you can abuse
i'm just tired of waiting for your help to end
tired of long talks
and meaningless friends
i'm tired of your compliments
i'm tired of insults
i'm tired of your smiles
and your positivity
i'm tired of you
and your stupid curiosity
fuck off
seriously
just leave me alone
in the comfort of my misery
