yeah i do cut myself
yeah i'm suicidal
but why do you care
you guys ask me why
always why
what?do you want to help me
i mean
the hell do you think you are
to think you want to help me?
when you are one of the ones who hurt me
you pity me
but why?
is it because i work hard to smile?
or is it because of something else?
is it because i'm all alone
with nobody else?
i don't give a damn about your pity
what's it to you if i cut my body
so you can hurt me
but i can't hurt myself
do you know why i don't cry
why i always smile
why i always lie
force my eyes to stop glisten with a tearful shine
and help you when you whine
about this and that
why i always seem so open and crazy
wait! crazy? me?
i really understand now
you're too blind to see who i really am
the question is who am i?
i keep asking don't i?
there is no answer to that little question
and you ask me why
why why why why why why why why why why
is it because i'm fat
that you pity me?
because you think i'm fragile
bitch i'm more than fragile
i'm not you!
