i'm scared someone might kill me
but i want to kill myself
i'm scared someone will hurt me
but i hurt myself
i'm scared people will know what I've done
but i tell them for no reason
i'm scared they hate me
but i hate myself
i'm scared of the past
but i hate the future
i'm scared you're love won't last
with me this disgusting creature
i'm scared i'll get caught cutting
but i am in sleeveless shirts
i'm scared of being seen
as someone who attention seeks
but they already see me as one
