contain selfharm
( y/n pov )
hoseok and i have been bestfriend since middle school. he is my school crush,, until now.
i have loved him for years but i never dare to confess,, and he already has a girlfriend.
today,, im going to confess to him and i hope he accept me.
• time skip •
right now i was with my friends in canteen
"how should i confess to him?" i ask her
"just say that you like him" she said lazily
just then hoseok come in to the canteen with his girlfriend. i came to them,,
"can i speak to you for a while?" i said to hoseok
"sure, im going for a while babe" he said and kiss his girlfriend cheek
i bring him to the hallways since nobody was there, everyone is eating at the canteen.
"so what are you going to tell me?" hoseok said
"i-i lik-e yo- no i love you hoseok ah, i have liked you since we were in middle school" i said
"you like me?!" he ask
"y-yea" i said shyly
"im sorry but i dont love you. i just love you as a little sister. beside, i also have a girlfriend." hoseok said
tears start to roll down my cheeks continously
"im sorry y/n ah" hoseok said
i just run out from the school to my home. when i arrived i went to my room and lock myself there.
i cant live anymore, i want to end this.
i went to my bathroom and take my razor and start to cut my wrist. blood start to roll down my wrist
i forced myself to stand up and i take my sleeping pills. i take all thats left on the bottle and i swallow it.
my vision start to get blurry and i cant stand anymore. i fell down with a loud thud.
"i love you, hoseok ah" it was my last word until my world turn black
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bts angst
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