Let Me In [YOONMIN]

Twenty Three

YOONGI'S POV

I was so happy to hear Jimin's voice after so long. It was the first time I felt a little happy ever since I moved back to Daegu with my parents and I missed Jimin even more now. There was nothing more I wanted than to be with him, have him here next to me because I knew he'd want to take care of me but I also couldn't have him see me like this, so useless and unable to do most things on my own.

I was mad he had sex with Jungkook but that was the least of my worries, I knew his intentions and I forgave him for that already, it's not like he cheated on me, he broke up with me and then did that.

Was it shitty of him? Yes. Was it the right thing for him to do? No. However, I didn't care. I knew he loved me and only me. It was over though, he was going to excel in life and I was going to be here, blind for the rest of my life.

My only three friends, Namjoon, Hoseok and Seokjin would often visit me and give me updates on Jimin and I would always listen to all the things they'd tell me about him.

"He hasn't been dancing a lot lately to be honest. He's always saying that he's studying and he's never hanging out with us. I don't see him with his other friend, Taehyung either. He's locked himself away, Yoongi. I think he really misses you. He also went back to your dorm, alone." Hoseok said, he took my arm and helped me sit down on my couch.

"Really? That's strange, he loves to dance more than anything." I said and envisioned him and his amazing dance skills, I missed watching him. I missed sneaking up on him almost every day in his studio, dancing away with such passion.

He would get so shy when he would catch me looking at him at the door.
I missed everything about him. Hearing that he's been giving it up broke my heart even more, I never wanted him to lose his passion.

"Apparently he doesn't want to major in singing or dancing anymore. He won't say what he wants to do. He's closed up, he doesn't talk to anyone and doesn't go out. It's sad Yoongi." Namjoon said then sat down next to me.

"I miss him so much guys, but I can't even see him anymore and I'd only tie him down. God dammit if only I had waited a few more minutes for him, I wanted to die since I didn't have him and now...I still don't have him."

"Well you did tell him off. He thinks you hate him." Seokjin said from across the room.

"Yeah," I sighed, "I don't hate him, I'm still a little hurt about what he did even if I forgave him. I also just don't want him to become my nurse..."

"To be fair, you did keep a big ass secret from him. I think he just got overwhelmed and all, not saying he wasn't an ass for leaving you, but still, you both were at fault, and if he wants to still be with you, just let him. He wants you more than anything else." Seokjin said, and he was right.

I took a deep breath and exhaled, I tried to think and make a choice. Should I call him and just tell him he's forgiven and have him come back, or should I just let him go. Eventually he'd move on, he's a strong person and wouldn't let something or someone get in his way. I knew he could move on, so I decided to leave him be.

Hoseok, Namjoon and Seokjin stayed for dinner and then they had to go back to Seoul since they had classes the next day.

It was time for my night routine so my mother would help me get into the shower and help me to bed, as embarrassing at it was, I had to do it. I'd feel so much more comfortable if it was Jimin was the one to help me out but I couldn't do that to him.

My days were pretty lame, all I did was learn how to walk around the house without seeing, learn how to read Braille and walk outside with the white cane. I never thought this would ever happen to me but there I was. My parents suggested I get a guide dog to help me and keep me company and I really liked that idea.