It's All About The Summer

Chapter 29

Mari

I woke up as my phone started to ring. It was Niall

-Hey babe

-Hey Niall

-Did I woke you up?

-No, I was already awaken

-You’re an awful liar. I’m sorry love I didn’t mean to

-No, it’s okay it’s late anyway time for me to get up already

-I feel bad

-Don’t it’s okay. What’s up?

-Okay if you say so. Um I was just wondering would you like to go out today? Like the two of us?

-I don’t know I don’t feel good you know? I’m still sad for not getting my tickets to the concert

-I know Mari but you can’t stay locked up in your room forever –then I heard someone stepping over on the outside of the bedroom, followed by Tara’s complaint. Then it clicked in. They had made Niall call me to ask me out as they weren’t able to do it. I rolled my eyes and listen to Niall’s voice on the phone, telling me how I needed to go out and get some fresh air. He was right, I knew that, but I didn’t want to go out, not when Taylor Swift was around town and she was going to make a concert to which I was not going cause the tickets sold out before I could afford one.

-Nialler I just…

-I’m picking you up at 7, that’s it. Bye –He hung up before I could speak again. Was he insane? What was the point of making me go out at the same time the concert was going to start? That was not gonna make me feel better, at all. I rolled out of bed and went to the shower. I took a look at my reflection and saw my puffy eyes. The remaining of the tears I had let fall last night. I was having a great time in London, that was right, but I was really sad about not going to the concert, to MY idol’s concert. I admired her in every possible way and I was not going to be able to see her singing live. Tears started to form in my eyes as I started thinking about the people getting to be there, everyone but me. Niall had been coming around every day since that day but I refused to go out with him or the rest, so we stayed there just talking and at some point I will start crying and he will stay with me until I fell asleep. It was getting like a routine now and I was sure Niall was a bit bored but if he was, he never told me.  Thinking about him made me happier though. I was lucky to be with him because he was a caring and loving boy, he was honest and there was no need for him to hide what he felt, still he was always cautious on the way he said and did things. He was very delicate and kind when he was with me, thinking every word he said and every movement he made. He had told me he was scared he would say something inappropriate or do something I didn’t feel comfortable with and that he didn’t want me to be upset with him. I was grateful for that actually, because I really didn’t like pushing and imprudent guys who were always messing things up just because they couldn’t control their hormones. He was amazing the way he was. Not to mention how lost I get when I looked into his eyes, they were just outstanding, the most beautiful ones I’ve ever seen. We did have a good time when he was with me but some way or another, my depression set in and it will ruin everything. Maybe he was right, maybe I just needed to get out and have some fresh air to help me get over it. She was not dead after all, she will be doing lots of concerts and one day I will be able to see her. It was not the end of her career or something, and for that I was grateful cause if it was I will surely die. I covered myself up with my towel and went out of the bathroom to find the bedroom empty. I heard voices coming from the living room and got dressed fast to join the girls. I went to the living room and they went quiet

-Hey girl! –Said Alex in a cheery voice

-Morning sleepy head! –Tara exclaimed

-Hello, slept well? –I asked