I kiss boys

chapter 1-

First day of college starts today. I walked into my first class which happens to be my major, creative writing. I slowly look around. I can't do the same thing I did in my high school years, sit by nerds hoping they would help me with my work because they didn't all they did was be really annoying talking about video games and math problems. I looked up at the wooden college worn seats and spotted a boy dressed in black with tattoos running up his slender arms and a black lip ring piercing his bottom lip. Night black hair styled to a quiff. His face held a look of boredom mixed with annoyance. I looked to his left and noticed a girl with straight brown hair with blonde highlights blabbering away to the bored boy. He looked to his right and rolled his eyes before turning back to the girl giving her a fake smile before his lips started to move.
A second later he got up and jogged his way down the stairs stopping directly in front of me.
"Why are you starring at me?" he questioned and I opened my mouth but nothing came out.
"whatever, mate." he spoke again, waving his hand dismissing the subject. "will you help me with something?" he requested.
"The girl?" I said sighing, I bet he wants me to tell her what an awesome guy he his. Am I being jealous? No way.
"Yeah, actually could you like walk over and pretend you need help with something so I don't have to talk to her anymore," it wasn't really a question, he sorta demanded it but in a kind way. I smiled at the fact of him not liking the girl.
"Sure thing, I understand girls are annoying that's why I'm gay," I chuckled but stopped once I realized what I said. I cleared my throat as the boy stared at me, I decided to just walk away towards the girl. Might as well just tell the girl straight up that he doesn't like her so he doesn't have to talk to me more than he would have. When I approached the girl, she looked up at me with a flirtatious smile.
"So that boy you were talking to? Yeah, he doesn't like you so give up," I said bluntly, the girl scoffed then grabbed her belongings making her way to another seat. I felt the presence of someone behind me from the slow breathing on my neck.
"Thanks, way to be straight forward about it," the boy chuckled. I gave a small smile before taking my seat next to no one, I decided if I couldn't find a good option to sit by then I would sit by myself but as usual things don't go as planned for me, which is why when the boy took a seat next to me I didn't act surprised at all. I looked up at him only to see his hand in front of me wanting my hand to shake his. I shoved my hand into his and shook it. "I'm Zen, Zen Shawn. you?" he stated his name before asking mine. "Uh. Ashtyn Rain," I squeaked out. He nodded. "cool name," he added and I replied. "you too,". I looked away grabbing my back pack taking out my computer and a notebook. I sat quietly listening to the lecture that had finally started. I typed vigorously on my laptop taking notes. I felt a light tap on my shoulder. looking to my right Zen was staring at me. he didn't say anything so I looked away only to feel his tap again. "what!?" I whisper screamed turning my head to face him. he gave a devilish smile before typing on his computer. I sighed shaking my head as I went back to taking notes. class was officially over. I packed my stuff in a hurry and started to make my way down the stairs of the bleacher like seats only they were a cherry oak color with scratches from pens and pencils, also with connecting table to set your belongings on. I was halfway down when I heard a voice. "wait!" it was Zen screaming at me to wait while he hurriedly gathered his belongings. by now the whole class was gone including the professor so it was just us. "what?" I asked. why would he still want to be talking to me when it wasn't even necessary. "do you have a class after this," he demanded to know the answer. I shook my head no. "good," was all he said before pushing me out the classroom door and into the crowded college halls. "where are you pushing me?" he didn't answer my question all he did was push me to make me walk faster. I stopped him as we were in front of the college. "I'm not going anywhere with you!" I yelled turning around to face him dismissing some of the looks we were getting from fellow college students. he sighed putting his head down. "fine," he mumbled under is breathe. "thank you," I added while fixing my shirt before I gave him one last look then walking to my car. I felt his eyes on my back as I walked to my expensive green Ferrari. I got in my car and put the window down watching the boy. his back now facing me as he strutted to his motorcycle. I sighed before exiting the parking lot. now it's time to find out who my roommate is. since this college works differently than others, the college students get to move into there dorm rooms during the first day of school. it's not like my stuff isn't situated in the room because before college started students had a week to move their stuff in then leave only to come back the first day that college starts. I never bumped into my roommate anytime during the week we had to get situated, but I know I have one because I've seen his belonging already in place the day I went to put my stuff in the room. I parked in the dorm room parking lot an stumbled out of my car locking it behind me as I made my way to my room. 159 was the room number. I lifted my hand to knock on the wooden tan door but pulled it down placing my hand on the doorknob realizings that it's my room and I don't need to knock. I twisted the knob and walked in. I wasn't exactly pleased with how tiny the room was but I guess I can deal. all the belongings that weren't mine were gone, I guess college just wasn't for the guy that was gonna be my roommate.

more room for me. the walls were a navy blue with a few furniture scratches here and there. the room was a decent sized square that in my opinion can only handle one person living in it which is exactly my case. my furniture was only on half the side of the room because the other person had taken the other half. leaving a bare side of the room. I decided I'd work on my dorm later and just go tour the campus.

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I decided to go down to the campus Starbucks to grab me a quick vanilla bean with whip cream so I wouldn't be thirsty while I walked around. when I reached starbucks I pulled the heavy door open, strong smells hit my face making it extremely hard for me to breath in and out easily. the most over powering smell was Zen's ego. Zen was standing over by the lounging couches with girls clustering around him. they all giggled and tried to get as close as possible to Zen. I wasn't liking this one bit. I ignored them and got in line for my drink. once I was at the front of the line I ordered my drink and it was immediately handed to me, really good customer service here. I couldn't help but turn back around one more time and steal a look at Zen. once my eyes found his body I scanned him up and down I may have licked my lips a little bit, I'm not gonna lie he has an extremely hot body. when my hazel eyes met his brown eyes he was already staring at me with a smirk on his face. I couldn't help but give him a suggestive glance back before proceeding on walking out the door. "ashtyn!" Zen called from the starbucks door. "what?" I said turning around. "what was that?" he asked referring to the glance I gave back to him. "what was what?" I replied playing dumb. he frowned a little. "where you going?" he questioned. "tour the campus. wanna come?" yes, I Ashtyn Rain invited Zen to come along with me. "um, really? you want me to come?" I couldn't help but walk over to him to get closer, he looked like a little boy who got yelled at by his parents. "yes, now come on" I said grabbing his hand with my free hand. his soft hands latched around mine as if he didn't ever wanna let go. I couldn't help but pull him closer to me as we walked. Zen took control and dragged me behind a campus building. "Zen, what are you doing?" I asked as he shushed me to stop. "are you mad at me?" he asked me after shushing me. "I don't even know you, how can I be mad at you?" I was totally confused. we've barely even had a real conversation together. "well after class you seemed mad at me" he said looking down at his feet. "I wasn't mad, I just wanted to go checkout my dorm" I gave him a small smile, reassuring him. "oh" I have to admit, Zen is acting like a totally different person. I thought he had that whole bad boy image but right now theres nothing bad boy about him. "can I try something?" he asked shyly. "um, I guess" I answered unsure of what he wanted to try. he untangled our hands and then placed both his hands on my shoulders pushing me into the wall behind me. "Zen?" I questioned. Zen got closer and pressed his body up to mine. his eyes where looking down. he moved his head closer and placed his lips on mine. I dropped my vanilla bean with whip cream...