Missing || KIMHANBIN.

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The doctor told me I had so much stress and I needed a psychiatrist, but he also told me if there is someone I r happy with u should just stay with them and he told I should just go for a checkup to a psychiatrist,

I didn't care anyway, I recovered from the hospital and we went back home, I could sniff the smell of the alcohol, I coughed and went inside my room with June.

He smiled and melted my heart, I sat on my bed, he came to me and let me lay down, he kissed my forehead and grabbed my hand and kissed it, "u have
No idea how much I love u" he smiled, I hugged him, "thank for being with me when I needed someone the most"

It's been 28 mins we r sitting and doing nothing, just staring at each other and being awkward, he got up and kissed me on the lips, I broke the kiss, "June?" He looked at me "Ye?", I gulped...he is so fucking hot, I just can't say anything, I smiled and shook my head, we heard the door, he got up and went to see the door.

June was gone for too long, so I just put my head on the pillow and close my eyes,

I opened my eyes about and June was standing infront of me, I looked at him, "we will go camping" I widened my eyes, "where?" I asked him, "I don't know" I nodded and slightly had a smile on the corner of my lips.

He was just standing and suddenly said, "let's pack ur bag" He smiled, I got up and got my bag out of the closet, and looked at my clothes, "is it cold?" He shook his head "nah it isn't cold" I nodded, I put some clothes inside, June started looking at my panties, I blushed and closed my closet and coughed.

"Ehm ehm..." I said awkwardly, "June?" He looked at me "ushould go home and pack ur bag, he nodded "okie..." and walked away, I put a few panties and pad cuz I was on my period.

We went with a big bus, we took 3 to 4 hours to get to a dessert.

There were only 4 tents and we were 11.

Chan, song and jay took a tent, Bobby dk, took a camp and dk pulled my sister with them.

Me and June took a tent, "I want a tent without girls" bi said, "then u should probably sleep outside" said jay and showed an evil smile, "me and yoona will share a tent and no one else babies" boyoung said and pushed yoona inside, she was looking at hanbin.

I sighed, bi smirked looking at me, we definitely had to share a fucking tent, "June I will sleep in the middle " said bi, I shook my head and smiled sarcastically, "no darling I'm sleeping in the middle for u fucking kind information!" I yelled, "let y/n sleep in the mid, cuz if u sleep then u will be by her side not me" June said and bi rolled his eyes, we three lay down I put pillows between me and bi, June was huge that he took half of the tent's space, "good thing we ran from the manager, he thinks we r still inside the dorm" bi said and giggled, "wtf really?" June giggled, "mhmm" bi nodded, they were talking in Korean.

I was cold, I hugged June but it was his back and he was asleep already, suddenly I felt bi's back hug, I turned around to face him, his face was just too close to mine, "don't worry I won't do anything, just tryna warm u up" he smiled, his smile always melted my heart even tho he broke my heart, I nodded and closed my eyes, I still felt bi's breath on my neck, I breathed heavily and started sweating, I opened my eyes, I grabbed his face and pushed it away gently, I turned around and hugged June, I could feel bi's bustpoint, I grabbed June's ands and pulled his shirt,  bi made me uncomfortable somehow, he was just too close, "I can feel ur tiny abs" bi whispered on my ear, June turned around and bi went away, June opened his eyes and kissed me, he put my head on his chest felt completely warm, I kissed June's neck softly, "if u continue breathing on my neck and kissing it, I will get horny" June said, I chuckled.

I wonder if bi heard this or no...it's awkward...I don't how we got here, bi is my ultimate bias and June is my wrecker bias...

Rn June is my boyfriend and bi is sleeping beside me as well...my heart was going to pop out.