I felt like my heart was missing, I couldn't feel the world's presence I only felt yours, after all the adventure with ikon i had, will hanbin love me back? "darling just stay..."
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I look at the hand and my heart started beating so much, I gulped as I looked at him, "h-ha...hi..." I hesitated too much so I just couldn't continue.
I stood up to look at him, "here I am standing, with my blonde hair isn't it ur fav? I came with a bare face and light shirt so if u want me I'll take it out" he said smiling slightly, my tears fell down slowly, I rubbed my tears, "I'm sorry..." I took the stuff and was about to go, he held my wrist, he took the stuff and put it down, he grabbed my face and put a standard of my hair at back of my ear.
"Ur just beautiful as always...U don't know how I lived these 2 years without u...it was hard y/n" he said, "hard? That's it? Hanbin! I'm fucked up before I met u I cried a fucking ocean for u until we met I thought everything is going to be alright u don't fucking know how hard it is to fell in love with someone who doesn't love u as much as u do!" I yelled loudly and said the words quickly.
"I who waited for u like stupid, I who was in pain all these times and said its ok its not ur fault but after these 2 years I realised who was wrong and right...who was honest and dishonest so I just don't wanna be with u and built my future cuz ur just so useless for me" he pushed me against the wall, and put his hand on my mouth, "shh" he pushed me harder, "do u remember? Do u remember the time we spent together? THe time I fell for u...and even more later on, don't u miss me?" He said, I saw sadness in his eyes, I know Hanbin won't lie but why would he love a girl like me? Maybe his eyes r lying or I am the only seeing innocence in his eyes.
"What happened tell me y/n plz" he said, "ok listen...plz tell me what r u thinking" he said, I shook my head, "tell me y/n" he said who,e shaking my shoulders, "I-I think u don't love me and I think I'm the only one who thinks ur innocent I mean is!" I sighed, "u see sadness in me? And u think it's a lie?" He said, I nodded gently, "that's what I thought at first when I saw u y/n...I thought ur acting and lying to make me fall for u...then I realised I was wrong I realised that I really fell for u and u weren't acting innocent, I regret it that I thought like that and u gave me chance to love u and u even left June for me I regret all the things I did and thought I'm so sorry, my heart is beating y/n for u...plz forgive me and give me a chance don't u ever think I'm lying...you'll regret it cuz like I did...a-and u gave me a chance to love u" he said, "so u won't give me a chance to love u?" I said, "no I won't" he said, "ok..." I looked away and wanted to leave but he held my wrist, "cuz u already do love me and we both love each other" he said, I nodded.
I sighed, "I'm leaving for now I'll make us together don't worry u won't give me a chance now but later on u will forgive me for sure" he left me and went away.
I went back inside, I was upset i lost hanbin and also I was afraid to give him a chance.
I sighed and slept.
I woke up hearing my sister yelling,
I finally woke up after arguing and took a shower, "wear this dress and make ur hair"
"Weird" I mumbled to myself, I wore my dress
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Since my hair was short I couldn't do a ponytail, I curled it and put a bit highlighter and blusher.
I took some pics before I go out, I put my phone in the charger and got out, I saw my mom and sister in the living room with Hanbin...
"Hanbin..." I mumbled to myself, "what in the world is going on..." I mumbled again and went further, I open my eyes widely when Hanbin looked at me, I felt my heart beating, he was wearing clean clothes, it's always clean but he looked so attractive with suit...his hair was brown again.
I gulped, "y/n come and sit ur friend is here to See u" said my mom, I coughed, "r u ok? Did mom misunderstood something?" Said s/n, "or ur surprised to see him?" I started coughing harshly and looked at my sister, I should her a sign of just wait with my hand.
I went inside the kitchen and drank water, I came back and sat, "ok so ur y/n friend?" My mom asked, "yes" Hanbin said, "what do u work?" She asked, why is she asking wtf...
"I'm a singer in Korea" he said, my mom nodded, "ur family lives in Korea?" He nodded, "but I brought them here for a vacation" he said and I spit my water on the floor.
"What is wrong with u y/n" my mom said, "nothing continue" I said, and took some tissues.
"Mom do u want to meet my family?" Hanbin said, "wtf!" I yelled, "why in the world would u call he-" I cut my words off becuz my mom was looking at me so i sat back down, "I'm sorry about my daughter" my mom said, "no it's okay so what do u say we go out for a vacation" he said, "no first I'll invite ur mom to our house" my mom said, "mom!" I yelled, she looked at me so I shut the fuck up.
"Ok I'll tell her on my way home" he said, "ok so do u want to eat?" My mom asked, "no actually I wanna bring my friend here" he said, "yes sure!" My mom said sweetly, "ok" bi took his phone, "ur name is Hanbin son?" My mom asked, "wtf is son and mom" I mumbled to my self, "yes" Hanbin said, "ok" my mom nodded and smiled, "that's why y/n went to Korea" she said, "what" me and Hanbin said at the same time, we heard the door ring, "I'll get the door" I said and ran.
