Missing || KIMHANBIN.

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After that holidays, ikon went to hongkong and Asian artist awards, and they finally did it, I was proud, I smile while lookin at Hanbin holding the award like it's precious.

I love u Hanbin.

It's been a week But they kept ignoring our calls and messages, by they I mean Bobby and bi.

I went inside the washroom and looked at the mirror, I looked at my hair and started cutting it short, "I'm sorry june...I want u to stop loving me" my tears fell down, and I rubbed my eyes.

I gulped, and went back to sleep i yawn, it was too early to sleep, I heard a phonecall, I pick it up, "get ready fast for a date with bi bye!" He hung up, "bi..." My heart couldn't stop beating.

I curled my hair and did makeup, this time I did a lot of makeup than I use to do,

I wore my heels and got out, "woah woah! Where r u going with this sexy look in the middle of night" s/n said, I turned around, "I-I f-first of all its not middle of night ok? And second I'm going out for a date with bi ok!?" I yelled and got out, I was so nervous.

I sighed and got out of the apartment with my purse on my hands both held together, I kept touching lips again and again.

I kept blinking nervously, I look at Hanbin who was standing in a suit not that fancy but, I breathed heavily, I breathed so heavily that my chest started hurting, his hair was black and he was standing with a boutique of red roses.

I gulped and went further to him, I awkwardly smile, he started blushing and smiling,

He seemed nervous, his hands were trembling so was mine, I grabbed his hands and he locked his fingers between mine, he gulped and I could see his Adam's apple clearly, we went by a van.

We sat on the table finally, "uh...I-I I'm sorry I didn't speak...I-I'm kinda nervous don't mind..." He said, I nodded and slightly smiled.

We ate food, "Bobby and y/n r standing behind the window did u notice" I said to Hanbin who was busy looking at me, "u-uh what?" I pointed at the window but not too obvious, "oh ok...so do u wanna go home by walk?" He said, I nodded, he paid the bill and we got out, "h-have u ever been to a date?" I shook my head, "why did U c-cut ur hair?" He asked, "do I look ugly?" I said curiously, "no no! Ur beautiful in any hairstyle" I blushed as we were walking.

"I took u to a date tonight cuz I don't want to regret it later or maybe u will think that I've never taken u to a date...cuz I don't know" he said, "no it's ok w-we aren't e-even ok...never mind!" I said nervously, "aren't u tired cuz ur wearing heels" he said, I smiled and shook my head, "come on get on my back fast" I got on his back, "u seemed tired cuz u immediately got on my back" he smiled, "ah...no I'm not...but I wanna know how it feels to be piggy backed by Hanbin" I said, he started laughing, "ur so sly" I started smiling and put my head on his back.

"I love ur smell y/n..." He said, I gently hit his back, "plz don't compliment me..." I said blushing, "why u can't take a compliment? U should practice it cuz there will be a lot of ppl complimenting u" he said, "later on?" I asked, "yes and maybe now" he said, "u will compliment me in future?" I asked, "I don't know...ok we are here" he said and I got down, "I'm sorry if it wasn't fun tonight..." He said, "no it was!" I said, "ya...so I'll go now ok?" He said, "ok u were waiting for me?" I asked, "waiting for what?" He said, "thank u for letting me take the first move" I said pulling his collar and kissed him passionately, he closed his eyes so did I.

"Thank u y/n I don't will I be able to feel this soft lips again" he said between the kisses, maybe he will leave? No he won't that's ridiculous of me to think.

After that night we never saw them again, and I decided to continue my studies in Canada, it's been already 2 years and yes I can handle living without Hanbin.

Today is my graduation party...I'm happy but I want Hanbin ofc I haven't forgot about him.

This is what I wore,

I let my hair open, and it grew longer of course.

I saw my sister got in the hotel, I greeted her by hugging her so tightly, "I'm proud of u" she said, "thank u ily" I said.

After the party we came back home, it wasn't late tho, I saw my mom picking up some grocery stuff, I took them inside the elevator and went up to 3rd floor and put them, "send the elevator down bitch!" Yelled my sister from the stairs, "ok wait!" I picked the stuff and saw someone's hand picking the stuff.