Missing || KIMHANBIN.

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After 2 days, I kept seeing bi under our apartment, he took yoona with him...

But the time that hanbin refused to come in the hospital cuz he was drunk...not only drunk but he was with yoona, yoona always did everything rude, she knows how much I love hanbin...it just broke my heart 5 years of friendship was just a waste...I couldn't believe this all happened...time really flies, I was an ikonic but now... I'm stuck between June and Hanbin as a lover.

I thought everything will be fine but this was the worst day ever, and the coming days may be worst.

Today I finished from my practice, and went back home, it was late really late,  plus it was raining.

When I was walking Inside the apartment, I saw hanbin standing, I ignored him as always but I felt his hand on my shoulder.

I turned around to see him looking at me, I was dead inside my heart didn't beat anymore, I sighed "y/n?" He called me with a soft voice, and his eyes were glowing, I broke the eye contact and looked away and gulped, "is yoona home?" He asked, "how should I know? I was outside the whole day and night" I said sarcastically, I was about to go but he held my hand, tears rolled down my cheek, I gulped, I saw June and yoona got out, yoona Ran to Hanbin, I pulled my hand harshly and hugged June, my tears fell down on his shirt, I cried, he picked me in a bridal style, I grabbed his shirt my face was still on his shirt, it was embarrassing, he took me inside the apartment,we were wet, every drop of water from June's hair fell on mine, he went through the stairs cuz it was raining and elevator didn't work much.

I gulped and pulled his shirt, I sniffed it, "let me go..." I whsilered softly he put me gently on the ground.

"Ur all I wish for now..., I kissed his cheek "I'm sorry for crying" I said, he hugged me tightly, "we will get sick together" he chuckled, I slightly smiled, "let's not fight again...I'm sorry baby...it was my mistake but we look so good with each other" I smiled while we were hugging, we broke the hug, I looked at him "June plz don't leave , ur the only thing I want" I pulled him from his shirt and cried my heart out, "now I realize that u truly love me and I'm happy I have u, I have no one except for u..." He said and kissed my forehead, "why do u love me?" He said, "I love u just becuz I feel so right to love u, becuz in the deepest part of my heart which has been hurt now it's completely fine becuz of one person and that is u"

I was drawn to him... I felt like flying, when his lips approached mine, I felt alive holding his hands.

We got inside the house and I took him inside my room.

He took a shower, I sighed, "I'm sure yoona fucked him..." I shake my head, "why do I care even?" June came and I got inside the bathroom.

I took a quick shower and got out and wore a sweater, I saw June with his robe, he was shaking of cold, I quickly put blankets on him, and give him a large sweater, "it's black?" I looked at him "is it ok?" He nodded and smiled.

He slept without pants, I slept beside him, I sighed and slept on top of him, he kissed me, I got up to the kitchen and check if there is food left, June's wet hair made me tremble and Horny af.

I took his wet clothes and sniffed it, "ur so fucking hot June..." I went crazy for his shirt, I rubbed my eyes and felt sleepy.

I went to bed, "why sniff my shirt when u sleep beside me?" I was too shy to talk back, I blushed so badly, he hugged me from the back, "I can't get over the fact that u r too shy to say ur horny" he giggled, I rolled my eyes and blushed, I smiled more and more, I hurried my face on my hands, I felt his back hug again, he smirked and smiled, I felt his breath, "ur heart is gonna pop out now y/n why? U love me so much? Or ur just scared I will do something"

"I need u... I want u june...but I just can't do anything about it"