Missing || KIMHANBIN.

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"Sorry?" I said looking at song, "sorry for what song...for ruining our relationship ?" I said and song had an surprised face.

"U guys r-" I cut his words off, "yes then why did I come her to fuck him only? Song I'm not that cheap, I have money, I have a family, I have a house, I have respect I have everything except for Hanbin." I said.

He wanted to hug me but I pushed him, "don't hug me!" I said as tears fall down my cheeks.

I hugged him tightly, "im sorry song" I said, "why r u sorry" he said and patted my head, "becuz I wished for u" I said, "how I didn't understand" he said and pushed me gently and put his hands on my shoulders.

"When I used to wish to see Hanbin I loved u as well and I still do but not as much as I love Hanbin so I'm truly sorry for that" I said.

He stood there shocked, "it's ok y/n but I'm shocked that u loved me..." He said, "it's not like my love for Hanbin but ur just my idol and I'm ur fan" I said and hugged him, "song help me get hanbin's trust back plz" I said and my tears fell on his shoulders.

"Ok I'm so sorry...I-i" he said, "ur right...I don't know what did I do" he said, "it's not ur mistake song u didn't know that we were in relationship" I said.

"Wait" he said and got up, "I regret this...I love u Hanbin but I can't show u how much I love...maybe he thinks I don't love him I swear to god I'll love u" I mumbled to myself, "Hanbin" said song, "fuck off!" I heard Hanbin behind the door, "plz open the door she is gone we need to talk I didn't know u both were in a rela-" he was talking fast and his words were cut off becuz Hanbin opened the door.

When he opened the door he ignored song and walked to the living room, he looked at me blankly and looked away and he was going to his room I got up and walked faster and pulled his shirt.

He stood infront of me while his back facing me and I pulled his shirt standin there confused didn't know what to do.

"Hanbin I have nothing to say" I said, "I'm disappointed in myself" I said it in Korean, he turned around and grabbed my wrist and got out of the house, while my eyes were teary and my heart was beating fast as ever.

I looked at him and could see his anger but his anger showed his sadness, he really does love me.

I'm angry at myself for not knowing how much he loved me, I always repeat the Same line what've I done or I never knew he loved me this much maybe I should know.

We saw his mother infront of us, Hanbin ,et go of my hand and stood, I rubbed my tears, and bowed, "hello ma-ma'am" I was nervous and trembling.

She smiled and held my both hand, "call me mom" she said with a bright smile on her face, while Hanbin was still upset, "do u both really love each other?" She said, I got really nervous and looked down.

"Hanbin answer me" his mom said in Korean, "mother plz this is not the time" he said, "if u both love each other then u should always forgive each other, I want her to be ur wife" she said, "mom!" Said Hanbin, "she knows Korean!" He said, his mother giggled, "that was silly of me to say I'm sorry" said his mother to me, "no!" I said while raising my eyebrows, "that was not silly! It's ok...." I said, "of course it's ok for u" Hanbin said.

"Shut up hanbin!" Said his mom, "now where were u both heading and can I know why She was crying?" She said, "doesn't have to do anything with u" said Hanbin to his mom and pulled my wrist but his Mom pulled me behind her and faced Hanbin, "I won't let her go until u don't tell me why u made is precious face cry?"