Missing || KIMHANBIN.

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I felt my heart coming out, bi shirtless and I'm wearing his shirt, this can only happen in movies, he didn't move his lips, he just stayed there, I broke the kiss, and wanted to leave the shower slowly and awkwardly, but he pushed me back in.

"I told u to stop acting innocent and being a good girl! I know u want this and this is what u were waiting for isn't it!" I looked into his eyes, which was furious, "I'm not acting innocent why don't u understand it hanbin! Yes this was what I wanted for years but I just can't do it easily! Even tho I'm ur fan! We can't just fuck each other out of nowhere!" I yelled a bit this time,

He grabbed my chin harshly, "lsn this is all acting if u won't stop this i swea-" I cut his words off, "what r u gonna do huh!" I yelled and pushed him a bit, "this is not acting at all how many times do I have to tell u! If it's acting what is ur problem," I yelled again, he sighed, "my problem is I don't want someone fake to take my heart and make me fall for them," my heart ached so much, "bi lsn to me carefully if I would be acting I would've kissed u back i would've stick around with u but wait it's no use to tell u, u might think I'm just acting again, I'm not Korean hanbin to show my fake personality." He pushed me against the wall harshly this time, like real harsh, I fell on my knees, he sat down and grabbed my collar. "I don't want to hear u talking about Koreans again, understood!" He yelled, and I trembled.

He got up and wanted to go, "hanbin if u think I'm faking this shit that's in ur mind then let us free and don't talk to us if u think we r fake, do u think I'm an actor who acts innocent all the time." I turned off the shower, bi was still standing.

I find my clothes in the laundry, he pulled me from my shirt, I didn't look at him, he hugged me from the back.

"Tell me now..." I broke the hug, "what?" I looked at him, "do u think I'm faking it?" I sighed, "I dont know but all I know is ur doing it for ur career so that basically means that u r fa-" he smashed his lips on mine and this time, he sucked my upper lips, "I wanna be with u..." This words were the warmest I could ever hear, I started sweating a lot after hanbin said those words I froze at my position, he broke the kiss, "why don't u want to kiss me back huh?" I shared my head and blushed, he smiled.

I left the bathroom due to the awkwardness we both had to stand, I stood outside the bathroom, he got out from the bathroom I saw him with a green sweater and white trousers, "do u want clothes?" I shake my head, he threw a green plain shirt at me and turned off the lights, a lamp was the on my light.

He sat on his bed and put his blanket and played with his phone, I wanted to go inside the bathroom but it was locked, "change it right here," I ignored him and I was about to get out, "hey!" He locked the door and took the key as highest as he can, I rode on his back and wanted to take the key, he pushed me on the bed and came on top of me, he took out my shirt slowly and put a blanket to cover my chest, he let me wear the green one, he took the blanket widely open and said, "come here," I didn't so he pulled me.