Why, Just why?

Chapter 39

I slowly walk back home and then my phone starts to ring. it's harry. I smile and accept it.

"hello?" I say sweetly

"hey ash... uhh I need to talk to you about something..." Harry says and I hear him sigh at the end.

"Uh okay... what is it?..." I ask

"it's about us..... I just don't think that we are met to be... don't get me wrong. you are the most beautiful girl that I have ever met and your just truly perfect... but I think we should just be friends...."

I frown and sigh. I really didn't know how to feel at this moment. I don't even think that I have any feelings for harry anymore...

"yeah its totally fine. I understand." I say and walk up to my front porch.

"Okay I just had to say something cause it was bothering me so much... but I have to go so I will text you later.. night ash.." Harry says and hangs up.

I sigh and lock my phone. I walk into my house closing the door behind me and going to the living room and plopping down on the couch. i slowly close my eyes and fall into a light sleep.

I wake up to loud bangs coming from the front door. I quickly open my eyes up and blink multiple of times.

"Open up Ashley..." a low voice says and bangs on the door more.

I groan quietly and get up from the couch. i walk up to the door and unlock it and open it up slowly and see Liam standing their breathing heavily. I swallow hardly and cross my arms.

"What do you want Liam?.." I said annoyed

"You.... I need you Ash...." he says weakly.

I shook my head in disbelief. "No you don't liam... you hurt me...."

He sighs. "I didn't mean to... I'm so sorry... I just don't know what got into me... I was drunk... I act like a fucking psycho when I'm drunk.... I'm so sorry ash. I will say it a million times if I have to.. I need you more than anything. I can't lose you.... p - please ash... please just one more chance?" Liam said as he was almost in tears. 

I didn't know what to say. Before I try to say something I felt a pair of lips crash onto mine. Liam pulls me closer to him. I couldn't pull away cause he had a good grip on me and I didn't want to. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer to me. Our lips move in sync. His tongue glides over my lower lip asking for entrance and I accept. His tongue slowly sneeks into my mouth and starts to massage my tongue and I also do the same yo his. This felt so right just being in his arms and just forgetting about everything else.

After making out for at least about a good 5 minutes he slowly pulls away for air. I rest my forehead on his and breathe heavily.

"I'm so sorry ash..." he says pecking my lips

I weakly smile and peck him back. "I won't say it's alright cause its not, but yes I will give you another chance..." I softy say

I saw Liam smirk and look into my eyes. He hugs me tightly and I buried my face into his neck.

"Hey.. Our last day at school is next week Wednesday...." he half whispers into my ear

I smile. I almost forgot about next week.

"Yes it is... thank goodness." I say and giggle into his neck.

He chuckles and picks me up bridesmaid style. I squeal and laugh. He walks into the house and closes the door behind him.

Liam walks upstairs to my bedroom and opens the door. He walks over to it and lays me down softy. I smile up at him. He takes his shoes off and walk to the other side and gets in with me. I turn to face him and he is smiling widely. 

"hi" I say softly and smile.

"hi beautiful" he winks and laughs.

He slowly pulls my arm and I felt him touch one of my bruises.  I furrow my eyebrows and scoot closer to him.

"Hey you okay babe?" he says worried

I weakly smile and nod my head "yeah just my arm hurts.." I mumble

I see Liam frown. "it's cause of me right?" he sighs.

I look up at him and peck his lips. "hey don't worry about it... I'm fine... trust me.." I say and look into his eyes

Liam smiles and wraps his arms around me. I felt him plant a kiss on the top of my head. I wrap my arms around him and lay my head on his chest.

"Goodnight babe..." Liam says softy and rests his head on mine

I smile "Goodnight Liam..." I softy say back.

A few minutes pass and I hear heavy breathing coming from liam. he is already sleeping. I slowly close my eyes and drift of into a deep sleep with liam still in my arms.

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hey guys!!! Sorry it took me a while to update. HOLY CRAP ONLY 7 MORE DAYS TIL I SEE THE BOYS IN CONCERT AT FORD FIELD IN DETROIT!!!! AND IT'S SO AWESOME THAT 5SOS IS OPENING FOR THEM!! AHH!! But you know what sucks? When the concert is over I'm gonna have concert depression :( ugh... it sucks so much cause I just think to myself if that will be the last time I will ever see them in concert like ever... It scares me....

oh and another thing! comment a ship name for them!! I can't think of any loll

I will try and update tomorrow or sometime this coming up week

Ashley ♡