Why, Just why?

Chapter 40

I'm sorry if i'm moving stuff to fast. I just really want to finish this book before school starts up again. I hope you guys understand.

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School ended today for which I was excited about. I'm finally going off to college. I'm so happy about this. I hated this school so much.

Liam told me to meet me outside of the back of the school cause he wants me to come over.

I walk to my locker and I start to clean it out. It wasn't that messy cause I never used it at all during the school year.

I walk my way to the back of the school. I open the door slowly and see liam leaning up against the brick wall. I smile and walk up to him. I poke his arm and he turns around

I smile widely "hey" I giggle

Liam's face lightens up and smiles. "hey babe" he says and pulls me into a hug. I smile and hug him back.

He slowly pulls away after hugging for about 21 seconds.

"come on let's go" he smirks and holds out his hand.

I happily take it and interwhine our fingers together. We walk to his car and I get in the passenger side and open the door up after liam unlocks it. I set my back between my legs and shut my door and buckle myself up. Liam shuts his door and starts the car up.

"so babe, you ready for college?" Liam finally says

I smirk and nod my head. "yeah I guess..." I shrug my shoulders

He takes my hand and softly kisses it "Don't worry babe... we will have plenty of time to spend together before you go off"

I slightly smile and nod my head. "yeah I know..."

"hey. My grandparents live in Florida and they live in a condo right by the beach. My grandpa called me up and he says that him and my grandma our leaving to go to France for 5 weeks, and he told me that i can stay up there, I told him about you and he said you can come with me, if you want to."

I smile widely. "I would love that, but I need to make sure my mom is okay with it... and she just got out of the hospital 2 days ago..."

he sighs "yeah I know babe..."

"if I can come, when do we leave?" I aks

he smiles. "well I was thinking we could leave tomorrow..."

I smile. "I will talk to my mom about it. Could you drive me home so I can talk with her?"

Liam nods and smile. "of course babe.."

I smile widely and kiss his cheek. A few minutes later liam pulls into my drive way and parks the car.

"okay I will be right back. Stay here.." I demand.

I get out of the car and walk up to the front door opening it. I see my mom sitting down on the couch watching t.v. She looks at me and smiles.

"hi sweetie" she smiles

I smile and sit down next to her. "hi mom. so our last day of school was today. you know that right?" I tell her

She nods her head. "yes I knew that.." she says and furrows her eyebrows at me

"well liam invited me to go down to Florida with him for 5 weeks..."

her eyes widen. "for 5 weeks?!"

I slowly nod my head and swallow hardly "yes"

she sigh "I don't think I want you to go down to Florida for 5 weeks ashley!" she says

I groan. "why not!! school is over mom and I need to have a break!"

She crosses her arms. "what about college Ashley?"

"mom college doesn't start til September 2nd and I will be back before then. mom pleasseee!!!" I beg her

She sighs. "When is he planning to leave?"

I swallow hardly. "Tomorrow?" I say sorda as a question

She stays silent. I groan again "Mom I am almost twenty! Im a big girl now. Mom I'm begging you.... please?"

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•cliffhanger!!!!! Hahahha•

But, hey guys! sorry I haven't updated in a while but like 7 days ago I saw the boys in concert and omg... It was so amazing!! They are just so perfect. Harry did this thing were he looks up and spits water out of his mouth and I got that on camera, when they were singing better than words Niall touched his croch, Liam did his awesome dance moves, Zaym stuck his tougue out after his solo (and I also got that on camera ). oh and Niall said "shit" instead of saying "shhh" in midnight memories. But I finally got to meet my internet friend. omg she is just so awesome and she is a really great friend even though we only knew each other for 3 weeks but it feels that we have been freinds for like years. I was so sad when the concert was over cause I had to leave her and the boys... It's just so hard to leave someone behind like that.. but we promised each other that we are still going to talk to each other every single day. But my concert depression has gotten worse.... It sucks so bad.... I cry myself to sleep every single night. But i will stop talkinf about it cause... yeah.

-Ashley