Why, Just why?

Chapter 18

Ashley's P.O.V


I woke up the next morning and I could not get Liam out of my head...... I got out of bed, got ready, and left my house




It was about 7:25 and I made it to school just in time. I get my backpack out of my car, get out of my car, then walk my way to the doors that lead into the school. I finally got in then I saw Liam's friends in a little group talking by the stairs in the lobby. I try not to make eye contact with them but i caught myself looking on accident. They all looked at me. I felt really uncomfortable, but then I just realized that Liam was not with them. Were could he be?




1st hour just got done with and then I make my way upstairs to go to history. I walked into the room and sat down in my seat. I pulled out my phone to see if I had any messages from Liam but I didn't, weird. I waited for a little while in class, then the warning bell rings and come walks in Liam.


He looked at me then gave me a smirk. He sat down, he was looking very fine, he had a leather black jacket on, black boots, a white tank top on, and some black jeans with a couple of holes in them.



We listened to Mr. Butler talk but then I started to daze off. I started to think that if me and Liam are dating or if me and him have benefits.. I hope not I wanted to start a relationship with him.. I liked him a lot. Is this how it feels when you are falling for a boy? Then I felt Liam tap me on my arm. He handed me a piece of paper and I took a look at it


"Hey sorry I didn't text you this morning.. But how are you love" he wrote


Without making any noise I unzip my backpack slowly and I pulled out a pen.


"It's ok and I'm good but were did you go this morning, you usually wait for me" I wrote

I hand it back to him. I looked at him while he was reading it, he seemed like he had done something wrong, the he started to write again ... Then he handed back to me


"Uh I was late sorry :(" I read



"no it's fine" I replied


I give it back to him then he smiled at me, I smiled back. He didn't write back witch was fine because I wanted to pay attention. We had like 5 minutes of class left and he Mr B said that we could chat among ourselves. I put all my crap in my backpack then look over at Liam. I see him staring at me, I wanted to ask him about are relationship but I didn't at the same time.


I turn my head and look down.



"Hey hey, what's wrong" Liam said as he put his hand on my arm


I looked at him and I really didn't know why I was so nervous to ask him but I was



"Ummm, so about was happened last night, are we in a relationship?" I tell him nervously



But before he could respond the bell rung. God damnit!!! I looked at him then he got up and left didn't even say anything to me. What the hell? Ugh whatever maybe he didn't want to be in a relationship, he probably just wants to be friends with benefits.. I get up and pick up my backpack then walk out of the room.



My next class was math and I had to go downstairs. I start walking downstairs and then I see Liam and his friends talking, I just look at them and pass them and I had a feeling that Liam was looking at me. I got in math and took my seat. 20 minutes had passed and I really had to go to the bathroom. I asked my math teacher Mr. Bill and he nodded.



I started to walk to the bathroom then I turn the corner and I see Liam making his way down the Hallway I looked at him while he was looking down. I didn't want to talk to him at all, but then I looked at him a second time then we both made eye contact


I hurry up and go in the ladies room and I know that Liam is going to be waiting for me. I didn't go to the bathroom but instead I just stood in there fixing my hair and texting kyrstin. 5 minute had passed and I started to walk out of the room. I felt Liam grab my hand and turn me around to face him.


"What do you-" but before I could finish he grabbed me by my shoulders and pined me to the wall and started kissing me.



I felt his lip ring on my lips. I could not pull away, I couldn't. But i didn't feel this was right. I pull away and look at him. He leaned in for another kiss but I turn my head away.


"What's wrong?" He said



"Why didn't you answer my question last hour?" I questioned him



"I don't know.." He said




"Well are we? Are we in a relationship? Because I don't want to be friends that have benefits.." I say to him


I didn't respond, he just looked away.



"Wow alright" I say and I started to walk away




"Yes" I herd him say




I turn around and looked at him, I walk back over to him.



"Really?" I said




"Yes, I like you a lot" he told me smiling




I smile at him



"Umm.. Ok, but I better get to class I don't want my teacher to yell at me when I get back In class" I told him




"Alright" he said



He grabbed me by my waist then pull me closer to him I put my arms over his neck, then he kisses me. I felt butterflies in my stomach and I felt myself blushing. We pull away then he gives me a hug




"I love you" he says while my head is buried into his chest


Did he just say to me that he loves me?? What do I say?!


"I- I love you too" I say as I smiled


He gave me a kiss on my head then we pulled away



"Bye" I tell him



"Bye beautiful" he said while smiling



I walk away then get back in class

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