Why, Just why?

Chapter 33

Hey guys before I start this chapter I want to say something.... So recently people have been messaging me on kik and telling me that they have been depressed and cutting themselves and about committing.... If you have been feeling suicidal or if your depressed please kik me! Don't be afraid too! I will help you through it trust me! I just want you to be safe and think about the right choices to do...... Ok ily guys so much

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I arrived to the ocean and it was just perfect. I sat in the sand and took a couple of pictures of the sunset. I wish Liam was here with me.... Why would I care about him anymore? He's gone... He won't text me, call me or anything... Will he ever want to talk to me again? I had so many questions running through my head it was just crazy...

It was getting dark and I decided to walk back home. I started walking on the sidewalk and all the sudden i herd footsteps behind me. I turn around slowly and see nothing. I shrug my shoulders and keep on walking. I still felt like someone was stalking me then I here someone chuckle. I turn around

"Who is there?" I said with conference

I realized that this was a waste of time so I didn't bother trying to see the person so I shook my head and kept on walking.

I was almost home then someone grabs me by my waist. I scream in terror

"Let me go!!" I say trying to get out of the persons grip

"Shhhh it's me babe" a familiar voice said

I calmed down and quickly turned around and saw Liam

"Liam?" I said

"Did you miss me babe?" He said with a smirk

"Uhhh I-"

Then Liam pulled me by my wrist and started walking. I had no idea were he was going to take me.

"Liam were are we going?" I said confused

"Somewhere" he said softly

I sighed. Then a few minutes later we were in a middle of a ally. He let go of me.

"Uhh Liam why are w-"

Liam pushed me against the wall and kissed me roughly. I could taste alcohol in his mouth. Liam was drunk fuck! I have no clue how Liam will act. My ex boyfriend jake got drunk once and I was with him at that time and all he wanted was sex. I didn't want to have sex so he physically abused me.... I have never seen him after that... But I hope his ass is in jail still.

I pulled him off of me "what are you doing?" I said

"Come on babe I thought you missed me" he said pulling me close to him

"Why are we our here anyways, can I just go back home?" I said questioning him "and what are you doing out here this late?" I said

"I went to a party... And no your not going anywhere" he said back

I chucked "good joke but I'm going back to my house" I said as I begin to walk away

Liam pulled my arm and pinned me to the wall again "no you aren't.." He said with a death stare

"No.... I'm going Liam!" I said as I shout at him and try getting out of his grip

"What did I fucking say Ashley! You are not going anywhere!!!" He said shouting back

I could not get out of his grip. He was to strong.

"Liam let go of me right now!!" I shouted

He sighed and picked me up and swung me over his should.

"Liam let go!!!" I said hitting his back

"No!!! Gosh damn if you say that one more fucking time your ass is mine!" He shouted

I stayed silent. I was sorda scared at this point and terrified because he acted a lot like jake and I didn't like that one bit......

Hey guys sorry this chapter is pretty short. But who is ready for the WWA tour?!?? But guess who doesn't have concert tickets!!?? I do!.... And it sucks.... I want to see them so bad in concert. I always think about how I'm never going to see the boys in concert and it makes me pretty sad and depressed :( and I hate how girls in my school saw them last year and have concert tickets to see them this year 😒 that to me just makes me 100% jealous and it makes them spoiled. I have never been to one of their concerts and I feel bad.... it's like they have to see then every single year and I'm like dude... No you don't just stop..... But anyways tell me what you guys think so far. Thanks for the support and the positivity that you guy have been giving me. Please vote, comment, and share! Oh and remember if you are feeling suicidal or in a depression pleas kik me asap!! Ily ❤️

Ashley ♡