Outlast fiction: Mrs.Gluskin

Chapter 5 Hell

I found myself walking down the aisle with Amy holding my hand as I approached Eddie who gave me a huge smile. Of coarse I had to take his hand and leave Amy behind standing behind me. I had suck up it and not cry. Crying shows a sign of weakness, and I'm not weak I'm strong. Eddie presented the ceremony by tying a guy up to a chair and marring us. Which I thought was hilarious, but didn't laugh. The guy was holding a piece of paper and reading.

"Do you Eddie Gluskin, take......uh" the man stopped and whispered something to Eddie. Then I answered "Marie White" he continued

"Do you Eddie Gluskin, take Marie White to be your lawfully wedded wife to have and to hold, in sickness and in health till death do you part"

"I do" Eddie said in a charming voice.

The man turned to me and said

"Do you Marie White take Eddie Gluskin to be you your lawfully wedded husband to have and to hold, in sickness and in health till death do you part"

I took a minute, right in the place where Eddie was standing was suppose to be Josef. God I miss him. Why did he have to cheat on me, wasn't I good enough for him. I felt my heart ache. Amy is all I have now. She loves me and I love her as my daughter. I always loved kids and always wanted to have kids with Josef. But now I guess I'm seeing eye to eye with my future. Well unless I kill him. Wait.... No, no, no more killing, I killed enough people to last me a lifetime. I looked at Eddie, maybe he's not so bad. I mean he's big, tall and a little bit horrifying and also tried to kill me but thats no different from me.

"I do" answered."You may kiss the bride"

Ok here we go, I don't want to kiss him, but I have to for Amy's sake. He grabbed me by the waist which I loved. One thing I love about men is their hands. I love a man with big hands. Josef had big hands but not as big as Eddies. Damn he had huge hand almost the size of my face, which kinda turned me on.

He held me by my chin and smiled at me and place his lips against mine. He was warm to the touch and his lips were so soft. His breath smelled good like mint. For a crazy guy, he really takes care of himself.

Then he cared me bridal style down the aisle where Amy threw up all over the floor.

"AMY!!!!" I struggled to get out Eddies arms.

"That's right, let it all out" I said a padded her back.

Picked up Amy in my arms and brought her a room where there was a no blood or guts just a twin bed and a bathroom. She weighed very light like a feather. "There you go" I laid her down in the bed where she fell asleep fast. I brushed her hair away from her face and gave her a kiss on her temple. She look so peaceful when she's sleeping

Then Eddie and I closed the door.

He took me by the waist again and led me in to a room with two twin beds. Oh god, I'm supposed to give myself to the groom. I'm not ready, I'm not ready. He got rope and told me to lie down where he tied my hands to the bed bars. I started to cry, trying to think of my happy place. "Now darling, I'm only doing this because I don't like to be touched. But this is the only way to consume our love, you understand don't you sweet heart" he held my chin to look at him. I wish I'd never killed Josef. Eddie wrapped his large hands around my body and started to take off my dress, pulling it down all the way to my toes. Then he undid my bra were my nipples were getting hard. He then took my underwear off. I was completely naked from head to toe, I felt shame and a bit shy. He started to unbutton his vest then shirt where his chest. Wow, he's muscular and hardly has any hair on his chest, that's a first. I don't know why, but I love a man with hair on his chest. Josef had chest hair, that show how manly he was.

Suddenly Eddie pulled down his pants all the way down to his knees. I guess everything on this mans body is large, even in between his legs. "Darling, please don't make any sound, I don't want the other men to hear you like this" he looked at me with cold stare. "Here we go" he add. O god it felt painful, I felt violated all over my body. I even felt him inside of me. Is this what it feels like? I thought. I let out a shriek if pain and Eddie snapped. "You slut, do you want men to hear you like this" I nodded no .You know I got to admit I never thought of Eddie being a sexual partner I mean the man is really a natural. He griped my thighs and I felt his muscular body slam against my body on the twin bed. I wanted him to stop, the pain flow to my thighs. Tears started to run down my face along with the sweat dripping off of Eddies body. Soon I star to black out

I woke to the sunlight shining in my eyes and to Eddie sleeping right next to me, cuddling me. I felt dirty and wet in my lower part and decided to take a shower. But first I had to put on some clothes, of course I had to put on the dress because it was the only thing to wear. I closed the door slowly not to wake Eddie and started to make my way to the showers were I took my dress and found bruises along the sides of thighs and toward my inner section. Tears started to fill my eyes as I took a long look at the bruises on my shoulders and legs. What have I become, a whore, a slut, I didn't know anymore. I took off my dress and I was naked once more. Feeling the water against my skin felt relief. I tried to put some water down in my lower zone but nothing helped, I still felt dirty. I leaned back against the cold tiled wall and started to slide down to the floor where I was crying in my hands. I should of just killed Eddie when I got the chance now look what he did to me. I guess I have to face reality instead if my dreams. Suddenly I heard Eddie scream at the top of his lungs "WHORE"

Oh no he's probably looking for me, I better go before he does something terrible to Amy. I quickly turned off Faucet and put back on the dress and wrapped my hair in towel and poked my head out in to the hallway and started to walk towards the kitchen until I found two large hands griping my neck and slamming my body against the hard wooden floor. I looked at the persons face. It wasn't Eddie, it was someone else. "You stupid cunt, your gonna pay of what you did to my neck" he yelled. He was choking me, killing me. I had no choice but to call my husband "EDDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed as loud as I can. But the chocker couldn't stand it. "JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU BITCH" he smacks me across the face causing me blur. Then I felt him lift up my dress and started to hear the sound of him unbuckling his pants. Oh no, not again. I kicked him several times in the face and start to crawl away until he grabbed a hold of my hair and tossed me threw a couple of double doors, where I fell on the ground, looking up at the ceiling. There were bodies hanging from the ceiling, men mutilated in to women. Eddie must have done this, I'm sure of it. I would recognized his work anywhere. "I gonna treat you nice and good just like I did that little blond girl" he was talking about Shelly, the look in her eyes when he was raping her. I couldn't let that to me again. I started searching for any type of tool or weapon, even a pen so I can stab this motherfucker right in the neck. I felt around all over the floor looking for something then something pricked my finger. Glass. A piece of glass. I grabbed that glass and stabbed him multiple times in the neck. Blood squirted all over my dress as the man fell on the wooden floor in a pool full of blood at my feet. "You whore, you were trying to leave me weren't you" I looked up and saw Eddie charging at me. I was about to say something until Eddie a interrupted "You're just like all the rest of these ungrateful whores" Eddie was furious and full of anger, but I wasn't afraid of him. He kept on and on about calling me whore. which angered me so much that I blew up. "I AM NOT A WHORE,YOU WERE THE ONLY MAN I EVER SLEPT WITH, SO IN MY CASE I AM NOT A WHORE" Eddie remained silent as I spoke. I put my hands on my hips "Look, I just went to take shower and I was gonna come right back and probably make breakfast. Until this man attack me was about to rape me. So of corse I scream your name but you did not come and as you can see, I had to deal with it. Then you come in here and you accuse me of leaving you and cheating on you when really I was just going to take shower" Eddie was still remained silent. "Now I'm gonna go and wake up Amy and start making breakfast, you can join me or I you can remain here with your whores" he looked startled to see a actual woman stand up to him. I was on my way and left him to his whores and men. I knocked and opened the door to Amy's room. "Amy.... Wake up rise in shine" I said in a sweet high pitched voice. Amy looked tired and turned her body on her back. "Amy, get up" I put one hand on her head and the other on her stomach. "Marie, I'm tired,just a few more minutes" she yawed as she pulled the pillow over her head not even noticing the blood on my dress. I kept feeling a heartbeat were my hand was on her stomach. I felt moving in her stomach. Oh no. No it can be. I put my hand over my mouth as I exit the room. Eddie startled me and asked me what was wrong then I answered "Amy's pregnant"