There's this emptiness inside me
My soul feels weighed down by this box that holds my past
I just want to throw this box out and never have to see it again...But this box
It holds my emotions
I don't feel things normally
I do things that are not socially acceptable
and that makes me think...
Is there something wrong with me?
My life went to hell when I was young and it's not the worst thing to happen as people have much worse lives than me
Yet it shattered my world
Now that I think back to that moment I can't remember the emotions I felt, I feel like I exaggerated the pain I embraced
Now, in college, my past keeps coming up
I feel suffocated by my anxiety and depression hits me out of the blue
Yet that box I mentioned
It has chains around it but there's a hole in the box and once my emotions start coming out they come out all together like tsunami consuming me.
