A Murderous Love

A Crushing Betryal

A/n: A little bit of a depression warning the end of the story gets a bit dark only because the narrator is having a hard time and going down a dark path right now. Anyway, thank you guys so much for liking my story!! Love you guys!
I tried to get away from Venom, but the bullet still in my leg prevented me from that very task. I had fallen on the roof trying to get away. Venom walked over then picked me up by my arm. I was honestly scared that he didn't recognize me. He noticed the bullet wound in my leg and licked the blood. I was starting to freak out was he going to eat me cause he thought I was a bad guy? That's  when he ripped off my mask. "(Y/n)?" They asked confused. He put me down gently I winced feeling the pain of my wound. I thought they were going to leave me there, but my head started to spin. Most likely from blood loss I was looking up at Venom's face when I fell unconscious. I woke up in the hospital there was an IV in my arm, a heart monitor on next to me, and Eddie sleeping in a chair next to my bed. They must have brought me to the hospital after I passed out. I tried to move closer to them, but only felt a large sting in my leg. I hissed remembering the pain I had been in. That's when Eddie woke up he looked at me in a relieved way. "(Y/n), are you okay?" He asked worriedly as he looked me over. "Yeah, I'm fine thanks to you guys." That's when his face dropped. Suddenly Venom's head popped out of Eddie's shoulder. "I can't believe you didn't tell us. You've been the silent killer all this time and you never said anything. We, I almost killed you up there," Venom was furious and I understood why. He was right I was stupid for not telling them. "(Y/n), I don't think it's a good idea if we see each other anymore." Eddie said in that moment I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces. "Wait, guys I've got a reasonable explanation for all this. If you just-," I said trying to defend myself. "(Y/n), we think it would be best if we just leave." Eddie then got up from the chair then walked out of my room without even turning back. I was distraught I didn't know what to believe. I had spent so much time with them. They had become so close to me and they just walked out the door because I did something stupid. I was sitting in my hospital bed crying because it was my fault. All of this was my fault. I let them into my life, I let them mean something to me, and I almost got myself killed by them because I simply couldn't tell them who I was. I had stopped crying and was just starring at the empty chair when the door swung open and Xavier walked inside. "(Y/n)! Are you okay? I was so worried about you! What happened?" He was bombing me with questions when Pedro walked in behind him. "Dude, chill she's tough." I smiled as he came over to give me a hug. "I came as soon as they called me for your emergency contact," I smiled almost forgetting that I had him under that. "Yeah, good thing you guys are here I definitely need some company." I said as they pulled up chairs to sit next to the bed. "I want you to tell me exactly what happened tonight," Xavier said and I could tell that he was upset. "It was weird we were on our last target when Josh pointed his gun at me instead of the target. I had missed the bullet barely able to make it out in time. I shot the suspect then fired a few rounds at Josh, but he dodged all of my bullets. When we had run out of poison bullets we used real ones. I had shot one at him, but my aim was off. It just got him in the shoulder that's when he shot me in the leg I was going down, but fired off one more and it killed him. I don't know if he was working for someone else, but either way that wasn't a fun job." I said and they laughed at my joke. "Girly, how did we get such a tough cookie like you?" He asked and I just shook my head. "Just luck I guess," I said leaning back. "Hey, get some rest we're staying the night." Pedro said and I smiled then laid down. I was instantly off to sleep a second later. I had woken up when a nurse came in to check my vitals. All I wanted to do was be with Eddie and Venom, but I screwed everything up. I didn't know what time it was, but it was still dark outside. I got out of the bed thankfully the doctor's had taken out the IV and the heart monitor. I walked out of my room down the empty hallway. I felt empty inside like I had nothing left. I wanted to leave this place it felt so sad. I walked to the end of the hall and that's when everything hit me. All the emotions, the thoughts, and every memory that I had with Eddie and Venom. I stood there crying, I sat in my puddle of despair when a nurse came around the corner. She took me back to my room, but I didn't want to be there. In fact I didn't want to be anywhere. I wish I were just gone, no longer existing, like I had never been.