Orders | Levi Ackerman

20• Disobeying Orders

Authors note -

200 READS !? THIS IS MADNESS, I love u guys so much for actually reading this it makes me feel so happy u don't understand how just taking your time to read one of my parts can make me so - so proud and AHH like seriously people thank you all so much literally could of never done it without you all.

Now on with the chapterrr - get ready it's a intense one

- Mia's POV -

My ears still ring from the power my scream made, and though I can't see it I can feel the blood dripping down my ears.

My - my parents .. I could hear Rod rambling on but I'm unable to even comprehend what he's saying from the sheer shock and discomfort I feel from the truth that I had just unfolded and the obvious pain I feel in my head and ears.

I've refused to love anyone all these years because of something - that didn't even happen.

My breaths start to quicken as though if I didn't try to catch my breath it would leave me entirely.

" M- Mia! " Eren try's to call to me but I can't - it hurts to much. The pain I've felt all these years has all been a lie. The countless times I've pushed people away for fear of them leaving me too - has been a lie.

I've spent the last 6 years of my life living a lie.

My Breaths become less and less frequent, and I feel it slowly getting out of reach, I'm losing to my mind.

My eyes start drifting closed and I could feel my breaths drifting away from me.

Is this me giving up?

My head droops down, and my eyes shut.

I'm tired...

" MIA! " Eren yells at me, though my ears still ring I can hear the pain in his voice.

But still I can't concentrate on him, I'm still trying to play a game of catch with my lungs.

Maybe it's time to let go?

Perhaps it's time for me to go?

My mind feeling heavy starts to drift through my memories.

-/-/~ flashback ~/-/-

" Eri! I drew a picture for you! " I said, my heart feeling warm as the setting sun rests on my cheeks.

" really? I wanna seeee!! " He draws out, his eyes gleaming at me.

" Here! " I grab my drawing proudly shoving it into his face.

It was a simple drawing, of him and I sitting under a tree where we would usually gather wood.

In the picture, we sit together - smiles printed on our faces and our hair blows in the wind. It isn't my best work but I know I have years ahead of me to get better.

" Its amazing ! " he yells out, i can't help but feel a sense of overwhelming pride in the pit of my chest. I smile at him and he smiles right back widely.

I hug him, holding him close to me and he accepts it, I nuzzle my head into his shoulder as he does the same.

Eren's more than my friend- he's my brother.

-/-/~ end of flashback ~/-/-

Eren.

-/-/~ flashback ~/-/-