Read my lips limelight {Revised}

what is the method to you're madness??? chapter 41

WARNING: CONTAINS DRUG USE AND MAY CONTAIN SEXUAL CONTENT READ WITH CAUSION DON'T LIKE SKIP THIS CHAPTER BECAUSE I'M NOT GONNA DEAL WITH HATEFUL COMMENTS OR RUDE PEOPLE AND YOU'VE BEEN WARNED SO READ AT YOU'RE OWN RISK  MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY 

Ariana's POV

so here's a recap of the last chapter i was dacning to the song criminal then i heard the all too familar voice i was secretly dying to hear but i can't be weak i turn around slowly and see his sexy green eyes and hot spiked dirty blonde hair i cring "well, it is you badgirl" he says smirking 

i half smile "hey are you ariana?" the manager of the club asks 

"yes why?" i ask

"i want you to sing this song touch it to get this people in the mood" he says 

"okay" i say heading to the stage 

"hi guys! i'm ariana grande i'll be singing a song from my dangerous woman album called "touch it" hope you enjoy" i say 

"how do i make the phone ring? why do i even care? how are you all around me? when you're not really there, when you're not really there?  how do i feel you on me when you're not on my skin? why do you say you want me, then tell me i'm not coming in? baby just come on in cause everytime i see you i go in to a zone and i remember all the places you wanna go take me all the way, ain't nobody gonna touch it touch it cause everytime i see you i don't wanna behave i'm tired of being patient so let's pick up the pace  take me all the way ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it   how do you know i'm breathing, when i'm i'm holding my breathe? why don't we  face the danger? just for the night and forget baby let's just forget remind me why we are taking a break it's obviously insane cause we both know what we want so, why don't we fall inlove? baby, let's fall inlove  cause everytime i'm with you i go into a zone and i remember all the places you wanna go take me all the way ain't nobody gonna touch it touch it, touch it cause everytime i see you i don't wanna behave i'm tired of being patient so let's pick up the pace take me all the way ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it oooooooohhhhhhhhhh ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it, remind me why we are taking a break it's obviously insane cause we both know what we want so why don't we fall inlove? baby, let's fall inlove cause everytime i'm with you i go into a zone and i remember all the places you wanna go take me all the way ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it take me all the way baby, ani't nobody gonna, baby, ani't nobody gonna, baby ani't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it" i sing everyone claps and cheers 

"wow that was fantastic thanks ari" he says 

"no problem dude" i say walking off the stage 

"what? is this how you've been feeling?" kendall asks 

i sigh and order another wine cooler and him a beer "i think we have a lot to discuss" i sitting on a bar stool

he sits next to me and looks at his drink "you're a little tipsy aren't you?" he asks 

i nod"what the hell else am i supposted to do? i miss you like fucking crazy" i say drinking my drink 

"then why don't we talk and fix things" he says 

"i wanna now even though i used to think that if we did that would be a sign of weakness" i say looking down

he sighs "i get why you feel like i know i've screwed up so many times it's like the world fucking hates me i just love you so much" he says 

i nod"yeah it does doesn't it?" i ask

"yep" he says 

"and i knew you're" little badboy act" was just a phase so i did the same" i say putting finger quotes around the words "little badboy act"