Read my lips limelight {Revised}

camille feels unwanted chapter 21

Ariana's POV

so  my album dangerous woman is out so we deicded to eat then hit the movies now we are at the beach building a campfire because it's starting to get cold us girls are wearing sundresses and the guys are wearing shirts and shorts but we can't find camille nor logan so we are starting to freak 

Camille's POV

i pulled logan to the other end of the beach so i could tell him what's going on with me 

"okay, i just have been feeling unwelcomed/ unwanted in this group it seems like all the girls wanna hang out with ariana james and carlos hang with me a little but not much it just feels like they like her more i'm not jealous it just hurts because it seems like she's the funner person to be around and i'm not even in their vlogs i do mine with you sometimes when you wanna or you're off work but never with them and it just hurts" i say crying logan hugs me "i know baby and i know i've gotta work on that because it's not fair to you have you told them any of this?" he asks 

i sigh and wipe my tears "no" 

"maybe you should i'll be with you" logan says holding out his hand i smile and take it and we head back to the others 

Ariana's POV

a little while later camille and logan come back and they look pissed at the world we are all looking around confused 

"i've gotta get this off my chest if i don't i'm gonna explode" camille says 

"okay" we all say getting quiet and looking at her 

"i feel so unwanted in this group it feels like no one needs me and it seems like i connect better with james and carlos as friends other than ariana, allison, lydia and kendall" she says "and it fucking hurts to feel like that" she says crying

"what? camille we always hang out with you" kendall says 

"it seems like you are jealous of ariana" lydia says 

"I'M NOT FUCKING JEALOUS OF HER I SAID IT SEEMS LIKE SHE'S THE FUNNER ONE BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO FUCKING HANG OUT WITH ME EXCEPT LOGAN YOU DON'T EVEN LET ME DO VLOGS WITH YA'LL WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN CHANNELS AND ARIANA AND ALLISON HAVE THEIR OWN CHANNEL TOGETHER SO I DON'T WANNA FUCKING HEAR I'M JEALOUS I'M NOT IT JUST FEELS LIKE YA'll FUCKING HATE ME" she yells 

"where is this coming from?" i ask looking confused 

"yeah we never said you couldn't be on them me and you are doing a movie together we play roomates" lydia says 

"yeah camille no offense i don't really hang with other girls the only girl i hang around is ariana because she's my girlfriend and hopefully here soon more that but that's a story for later anyways that's my reasoning james and carlos probably feel the same way" kendall says 

i look down 

"yeah we feel the same way and we are hanging out now camille " james and carlos say at the same time 

i sigh and walk off 

"ariana! wait!" kendall says going after me 

"great now we've gotta get her" lydia says 

"YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO A DAMN THING HANG WITH CAMILLE SHE'S FEELING BAD I NEVER TOLD YA'LL 3 TO NOT HANG OUT WITH HER IT'S FINE HANG WITH CAMILLE I'LL HANG WITH MY MAN" i scream grabbing kendall by his shirt 

he smirks i guess it kind of turns him on idk

"what's wrong babygirl?" he asks 

"it's just the simple fact of i never told allison and lydia they couldn't hang with camille i didn't mind it its just seems like she's jealous because me and allison have a youtube channel together we tried getting her to join but she said no" i say shaking my head and look out at the water 

"why didn't you bring this up?" he asks 

"because there is no point she would just say we never asked her so i said fuck it i'm walking off before i go off" i say

he gives me a sympathtic look and holds me as we sit in the sand i hug his arms he kisses my forehead "i hope you don't think i'm crazy" i say looking down at my tanned feet painted purple 

"no babygirl i honestly think it's girl drama i said why i didn't hang with her it's because of you i don't wanna hang with other girls but you yes i know the sofia thing but that's in the past i love you baby" he says i smile "i love you too baby always" i say 

he smiles "always" he says kissing my forehead

"ready to head back?" he asks 

i sigh "yeah i guess let's go i could use a winecooler" i say hinting at kendall 

he smiles "a six pack of black cherry fizz for tonight?" he asks 

i smile "please baby?" i ask

he smiles" yes if i can a six pack of screwdrivers blueberry" he says 

i smile "no problem but what about them?" i ask

"they can get something something if they want it" he says 

i smile and sigh "you are just amazing" i say 

he smiles "if you think so babygirl" he says 

A/N: what's up my amazing readers thank you so much for reading this and i know i gave 2 options in the last chapter but i thought of this and thought it would be more dramatic for ya'll so yeah i hope you are enjoying it chapter 23 will be coming soon stay tuned you guys rock!