Read my lips limelight {Revised}

here's to never growing up chapter 42

Ariana's POV

i was listening to "here's to never growing up" by avril larvigne and dancing around even though i'm like 25 now and kendall is 27 we aren't getting any younger but yeah i figure you only live once but as you guys know kendall & I are kinda of rocky and i'm looking at my old songs then i found one that i totally forgot about "the way" feat mac miller i clicked it and started to cry i can't believe he's gone ;( then i see logan walk and i quickly pull myself together 

"what's up logan?" i ask

"nothing much umm what happened with you and kendall lastnight? i heard crying then i heard love making music" he says 

i sigh "yeah, i guess we are back together and i'm weak as fucking hell" i say shrugging 

he  sits next to me"having feelings and a heart doesn't make you weak" he says putting a hand on my shoulder 

i smile "it just feels like i took him back to quickly" i say sighing

he half smiles "well, i can tell you this when ya'll get past this and ya'll get married and you are standing there thinking of everything ya'll have been through you'll thank god it never worked out with anyone else" he says hugging me i hug back "thanks logan i'm so confused though" i say

he sighs "ariana, he loves you he just has problems that he can only fix with you by his side"    

"maybe you are right logan" i say 

"yeah, give it a chance" i say smiling 

he smiles back "good ya'll need each other" he says getting up

"where you headed?" i ask

"to the studio with the rest of the guys" he says 

"ah that's where he went" i say

"yep see you girl" he says 

i wave take a shower and get dressed in a black and white crop top with matching waisthigh skirt with my long white boots and head to starbucks i go to work tommrow working on my fifth studio album which i am totally excited about.

~3hours later~ 

they guys and girls are home and things are really akward between kendall and i think with everyone else mrs schmidt came over to make dinner for things given with kendall's family 

"hi darling" she says hugging me i hug back "i kathy how are you this afternoon?" i ask

she smiles "i'm good sweetie is everything okay?" she asks 

i shake my head no "come talk to me sweetie" she says 

we go into the kitchen "what happened honey?" she asks 

she's so sweet! "well, me and kendall have been on and off because of nicole then we took a break because she was pregnant and though it was his now i don't even know where we stand we got fucked up lastnight and made love it's just confussing" i say looking 

she half smiles "i heard about that through the media i know my son has fucked but i know he loves you hun" she says 

"i know i love him too just things are so akward i don't know why" i say 

"honey, it's normal honey and i promise you will get through it together" she says hugging me i hug back 

"you aren't the first person who's told me that" i say looking at her

"let me guess logan?" she asks 

i nod "yep" i say 

"well they are bestfriends" she says 

soon dinner is done and it's super akward now we are sitting around watching halloween movies and kent breaks the silence"so kendall, when are you are ariana getting hitched?" he asks 

i look down and scratch my arm 

"umm, not sure yet dad but can i talk to you?" he asks 

"son, you can talk to me and you're mom anytime same with you miss ariana" kent says 

i smile "thank you sir" i say 

"so what's up son?" he asks 

"things are akward right now because-" kendall starts but kent cuts him off 

"you're mom told me son the whole nicole kissing thing and pregnancy" he says 

"yeah, lastnight we drank and smoked and made love but things feel so akward dad" kendall says 

"son, you are just like me and you're mom but i promise things will get better and ya'll will look back and say thank god we go through this" kent says 

kendall sighs "i know you are right dad you are always right" kendall says 

"it's my job son" kent says 

A/N: hey lovely readers! that was aftermath so chapter 43 will be updated tonight so stay tuned lovely readers i hope you are enjoying my story! working hard on it! :) :) stay tuned