You and I

Chapter Eighteen+

Zi Xuan collapsed in bed, running a hand through his hair. It had been a tiring day. He turned his head slightly, taking off his glasses and staring at the place where Yu Hao was changing.

He could clearly see Yu Hao's body, his muscular back the main point of attraction, only slightly before his messy hair. Zi Xuan trailed his eyes down to the covered area of his butt, admiring the curve of it and his lower back.

Yu Hao pulled a t-shirt over his head, although it would be off soon. He turned around, smiling at his boyfriend, who had been watching him change. Zi Xuan smiled back sleepily, moving back in the bed to make room for Yu Hao.

Yu Hao climbed in next to him, pulling the covers up and feeling warm arms wrap around his chest, pulling him close.

Yu Hao put a hand on Zi Xuan's forearm, stroking the small black hairs there. He smiled to himself.

"Zi Xuan?" He said, the older man humming slightly in response. Yu Hao sighed. "I'm thankful for you."

He could feel Zi Xuan smile against his hair. "I'm thankful for you too." He muttered, breathing slowing. He kissed Yu Hao's head slowly. "Goodnight."

Yu Hao didn't speak for a while. "But Zi Xuan, I really want to thank you." He rolled around, in a fluid motion he pinned Zi Xuan under him and put both hands on his chest with a smile. "I was in a bad place. Mentally, physically... I was drowning and you saved me."

Yu Hao wasn't good with words, but he was good with actions. Zi Xuan only laughed at him, taking his hand and kissing the back of it. "It's because I loved you. Even before we met."

He bit his lip, staring down at Zi Xuan, who's small eyes could still be seen glowing in the darkness. "But really. You're the only person I've ever dated that focuses on... me... I guess. You're..." he moved his other hand from Xuan's chest to his cheek, stroking it affectionately. "Amazing."

Zi Xuan kissed his hand again. "Oh, stop. My ego can't take anymore from you." He smiled up at the man. "Now, why don't we try to sleep? I'm tired."

Yu Hao leaned down, kissing Zi Xuan. His lips were gentle at first, but within seconds his tongue took charge and forced its way into Zi Xuan's mouth. Zi Xuan pushed him off, breathless, feeling as his body responded to Yu Hao's touching. Especially the tingling sensation of his teeth on his neck.

"We can't do this here." He whispered sternly, grabbing Yu Hao's bicep.

Yu Hao looked up from his place on Zi Xuan's body. "I want to show you how much I appreciate you. Let me do this one thing for you." He leaned down to Zi Xuan's ear, his voice dropping two tones to be sultry and seductive. "Please, I want to taste you, baby."

Zi Xuan's couldn't resist that tone, and so he nodded, trusting Yu Hao with more than he could ever trust anyone else. He reached over, turning on the lamp so he could watch Yu Hao make his journey.

First they kissed, loosening up as their mouths moved against each other's. Yu Hao pulled away, sitting up and taking off his shirt, which made Zi Xuan break out in a grin.

"You're so pretty." He smiled, rubbing his hand down Yu Hao's chest, paying attention to the light brown nipples that were placed there. This was the first time they would do something sexual together, and Zi Xuan wanted to make sure Yu Hao was as comfortable as can be.

"You think so?" Yu Hao asked, looking at himself insecurely. He never had anyone complement his looks during sex.

"Always." Zi Xuan said, watching as Yu Hao bent down, pulling up the hem of Zi Xuan's shirt.

"Let me see you."

Their clothes disappeared article by article, separated by frenzied kisses or gentle touches, maybe even quieted moans. Zi Xuan enjoyed the feeling of Yu Hao's plump lips kissing his body, even more enjoyed the sight of his blushing face as he treasured the man laid in front of him.

He kissed down pale abs, following the happy trail on Zi Xuan's stomach to find his member, swollen from not being touched for so achingly long.

Now this... this was a first for Yu Hao. He had never been intimate with a man, much less initiated this type of affection. Settling himself between long, skinny legs, he slowly took the part into his hands, sighing when he felt it grow as soon as he touched it.

Zi Xuan hissed, tilting his head back at the sudden sensation. Yu Hao looked up, smirking when he saw that aroused face staring back at him.

He suddenly had more courage to take a lead. Moving his hand up, he smoothed his thumb over the tip, a drop of precum oozing out. Zi Xuan groaned, reaching a hand down to rub in Yu Hao's hair. "Whenever you're ready, baby."

With a slight nod, Yu Hao moved forward, taking the tip into his mouth and sucking, just like he had seen all the pornstars do. Slowly, achingly slowly to Zi Xuan, he moved down, forcing himself to relax and take more into his throat.

Yu Hao had reached a limit he didn't know he had, his gag reflex working and he pulled off Zi Xuan fast to avoid throwing up on him. He swore at himself.

"Don't worry, you're doing great." Zi Xuan patted his cheek affectionately, which made Yu Hao surge with emotion. He may look lewd at the moment, but his heart was only full of love. It really wasn't anything sexual.

He welcomed Zi Xuan's member back into his mouth, this time able to go far enough that he felt bristly pubic hairs on the tip of his nose. He pulled off again, taking a breather and stroking Zi Xuan to keep him hard.

He eventually worked out a rhythm, sucking Zi Xuan off like a semi-pro, eventually reaching down to touch himself as he felt Zi Xuan nearing his climax.

"Yu Hao..." not a moment later, he felt Zi Xuan twitch in his mouth and swallowed the discharge.

He pulled off, staring up at Zi Xuan, who was breathing heavily. He sat up, stroking himself faster and kissing Zi Xuan dirtily. The older guy was baffled, kissing Yu Hao back and letting him cum directly on his stomach with a grunt.

Zi Xuan sat up more, kissing Yu Hao on the cheek with a smile. But, there wasn't anything to say, not until after they got cleaned up.

Quietly, they spent their time in the bathroom, then made their was back to bed. The only words spoken were "goodnight."