Do you ever get the feeling that you need a change? It could be anything. The purpose is to make you feel better. For me it was a new wardrobe. And you may think that something as superficial as clothes can't do anything except for waste money. It does. For the past couple of weeks I had been walking around in a haze of self loathing. I didn't know how to explain to my family or my friends because they haven't gone through this. They haven't looked down at their breast's and want to curl up into a little ball and disappear. Now I have a new set of clothing. I can wear it and I look as if I have no breasts. The first time I saw me like that I was so happy. I could actually think again. I could worry about homework and wonder what I wanted to have for breakfast. New made my day.
