I am a worrier. I am very good at what I do. The main thing I worry about is how people are feeling. Humans are a confusing species and there are many things to take into account. Including ,but not limited to; what individuals enjoy, what makes individuals mad ,or sad, or feel awkward. For those who know me outside of this account, they may have heard that I was recently asked out. Unfortunately I do not feel the same(even though the proposition wasn't very serious seeing as we had met the day before) and I spent a long time freaking out. I want others to be happy but I can't just say "sure let's date even though I don't feel that way towards you" especially because that is just even crueler to the other person in this equation. So I am stuck with this repeating cycle of anxiety and stress. It goes like this...
What if I just went on one date...
I don't want to go on a date...
How do I tell them with out hurting their feelings...
THERE IS NO WAY...
DANG IT I HATE MAKING PEOPLE MAD/SAD/UPSET...
What if I just went on one date...
You get the idea.
