"Come on, bro.Help me with the luggages."I heard Brick say to someone outside of my bedroom door.
I sat up and smiled remembering what happened the night before.We actually kissed.It was so perfect.I let the thought linger my mind as I got up to go and do my hygiene.I flat ironed my hair and put my glasses on to go and see what was going on.
I open the door to see Brick and Max pulling luggages down the stairs.Max was like the little brother of everyone.He was super sweet and really quiet most of the time.But, he was a badass photographer though.
"Oh, hey, Kim.How did you sleep?"Brick asked as he came up to me and hugged me. "Pretty good, I guess.I was woken up by you guys.What's going on?" "Nobody told you?We're going on tour, girl!"Brick started doing a little dance. "Ohh, that sounds hella fun.Am I going?"Brick looked at me with a 'duh nigga' facial expression. "Okay, I'll go pack them.Thanks for the late notice."I said going back into my room. "Oh whatever."Brick said as he carried 2 bags downstairs.
I packed all of my hygiene products, a million outfits, all of my makeup, almost all of my shoes, a bunch of purses and a bunch of other things.This was going to be very interesting.I've never been on tour before.On top of that, I'm going to be with all of the guys for a long period of time, especially Kyle.This was going to be a perfect opportunity for us to get closer.I finished packing and rolled my bag into the hallway.
"Allow me to get that for you, ma'am."Brick took my bag and picked it up and brought it downstairs. "Why, thank you, kind sir."I played along. "You're welcome, your majesty."Brick bowed causing me to laugh.
Kyle walked into the kitchen and didn't say a word to me or Brick.He opened the fridge and poured himself some wine.
"Nigga, you can't acknowledge us?"Brick spoke up. "What's up?"Kyle seemed down again.Maybe last night was a mistake.Maybe that kiss wasn't supposed to happen. "I'm just gonna...go get dressed."I lousily walked back up stairs and got dressed in a Nike workout outfit.I loved the way that they looked on me and they were beyond comfortable.
I was walking down the stairs halfway until I heard Brick yelling.I stopped midway and listened to what he was yelling about.
"Nigga, can you not see that she cares about you?You obviously care about her if you let her move in."Brick yelled. "I'm not gonna do this with you right now, Brick.Let's not make this tour miserable for the both of us."Kyle replied with ease. "No, I don't know what the hell is wrong with you but you need to figure it out.Kim is the first female who has ever cared about your thoughtless ass and you're acting as if she's another one of your trash ass hoes.You need to get your shit together, nigga."Brick said walking towards the stairs.
I started to go back up the stairs so he wouldn't see me.I was happy that Brick stood up for me, but he was completely right.I do care about Kyle, but maybe he just doesn't see it.Brick walked past me and into his room.He slammed his door and locked it.I walked downstairs and into the kitchen.Kyle had his head in his hands, covering his eyes.
"Kyle."He slowly looked up at me with bloodshot red eye.I furrowed my eyebrows at him,"What's wrong?" "It's me.I'm what's wrong, Kim.You can't love me.I-I'm a wreck.I'm not enough - for you, especially."Kyle cried even harder. "You are enough, Kyle."It hurt me to see Kyle like this.He was battling some serious demons within himself.He looked up at me and hugged me.It surprised me at first, but then I hugged back.He has never hugged me before, but it felt like he needed this.
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The boys began to put all of the luggage onto the van and we started to get in one by one.Kyle sat beside me in the back while the rest of the guys sat in the front while Jesus drove.Brick looked upset still, but I planned on talking to him whenever I got a chance to.
We eventually stopped at a restaurant near Las Vegas and ate.Kyle looked absolutely perfect and I wanted to save this moment.
"Kyle, let me take a picture of you."I said taking my phone out. "Okay."Kyle went over to the spot that he wanted to take the picture in and posed. "Did it come out okay?"Kyle asked jogging back over to me. "It came out perfectly."I grabbed his hand and we walked into the restaurant to meet the rest of the guys.I sat down and posted the picture on my Instagram.
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Instantly, people began to comment about how cute we were and how famous he was.I smiled to myself as I read them.
"Kim, you didn't have to post this.Thank you."Kyle said as he kissed my cheek.
All of the guys looked at us with their mouths agape.Brick simply just rolled his eyes and continued to eat and look at his phone.I looked at him and then looked down.Why was this bothering him so much?I pushed the thought to the back of my head and snapped back into reality.Kyle & I laughed and continued to eat our food.
Despite his imperfections, he was still perfect to me.
