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In an instant life can change. One moment you score the love of your life the next she's dying in a hospital bed. One moment life is looking better then your twin brother gets sick. Now you just want to go back. When the world was perfect. When you still had both of them. When you still had yourself cause after you lose two important people like that you change. Watching two people you love with your whole heart die it really messes you up. You can't just go back to being normal because they aren't there. The two people I need.

Now. I can't do this. Without her I knew life would find a new normal I would never move on or find someone new but life would go on. Without him, nothing would be the same. We did everything together he knew everything about me. I knew everything about him. We were the Dolan twins without him I'm just Ethan. Not a twin just some kid without a twin brother to do everything with. Just a guy broken hearted with a decision to make. Do I go left or right? My life is now pointless. No Gray. No Tora. Then no Ethan.

Whoever is reading this you've found my body. I can't do this anymore. By now you've read Tora's diary explaining our 'love' story. Better then Romeo & Juliet right? Well in this version Juliet really does die. This time no one was against his or her love if anything they wanted us together. No one fought over us other than Erin but she never killed anyone. No idea. I shouldn't have let her drink. I should have taken him in earlier. I did this now it's my turn to take myself out. No one needs me anymore. It's time. Peace.

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Suicide is never the answer you always have a reason to live if you or someone you know is suicidal get them help there are people you can talk to. It will get better I promise.

Thank you guys so much for reading this book it means a lot to me! This book is by far the most edited book I've made. For once I actually edited it. Again thank you for reading on to the next!

 Again thank you for reading on to the next!

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