Love isn't bad.

Chapter 24

It was the next day. Paul had been thinking about the next day all night! He couldn't take his mind off of it. The words John had whispered in his ear. "Without a condom." It sent chills down his petite and feminine body. He turned over in bed to see John laying and sleeping peacefully, having his hand placed on Paul's side. Paul got up, lightly Johns hand off of him and put on his slippers. He got up to get coffee. Afterwards, he went to the table in the kitchen to sit down. After drinking down a full cup of coffee, he went to the living room of their flat to lay down on the couch. He picked up some records from his dad. He looked through them. "Dad." Paul traced his finger over the name of Elvis Presley. Paul felt a tear stream down his face. The burning sensation of multiple tears coming down his face made him want to cry even more. It got to the point where he had been crying so hard. He couldn't stop when he wanted to. He didn't know exactly why he was even crying in the first place. His dad was nothing but mean to him. Paul felt a presence and turned around. He was then greeted by both of John's hands on his shoulders. "John." John walked over and sat down beside Paul. He took his hands into his. "Princess. Don't cry. You know I don't like it when you cry. It makes me cry." Paul wiped off his tears with his sleeve. "I'm sorry, John. I just can't help it. I know how bad of a person he was but n-n-nobody deserves, deserves bad things." Paul continuously kept repeating his words and stuttering upon them. John placed himself in Paul's shoes to try and imagine. Paul had such a sweet heart. "Listen to me sweetheart. He was a bad man. No one and I mean no one deserves a father like that. I know you love him and all but he wasn't good for you." Paul had to accept it. He wanted to but couldn't. "You're right, John. I know." With that, John got up with a grin to hug Paul. "I love you Paul. You're safe with me now." Paul got up and smiled back to let John knew that he understood him. He stood with a smile for a few seconds and walked away. Hours flew by and mike was going to spend the night at a friends house. John and Paul were ready to start the night alone. "Have a good time, mike!" Paul waved at mikes friend and his friends mother. "Yes. Let anything happen to him or bad things will happen to you!" John said to her. "John!" Paul shammed the door. "You don't say things like that! Especially to a mother!" John pushed Paul against the wall. "You don't know what I can say." Paul smiled. "Haha." He pushed John out of his way and went to his room. And of course, John followed. "I'm scared." Paul sat down onto the bed. " why for, my love?" John sat down next to him, resting his hand on Paul's knee. "This. The pregnancy. I have been thinking of it all night, John. I really want it but I will definitely need your help the whole way." John laughed. "You know for sure that I would! I'd do anything to help with our baby." Paul kissed John in return. And things got further. John interrupted. "Are you sure you want this?" Paul nodded. Things got to the max. What they did would change their lives forever. ~1 hour later~ John laid next to Paul, out of breath. "That was good." Paul was breathing so hard. "You got that right." Paul lied over on Johns chest. "We need to go get a pregnancy test and see if I'm pregnant!!!" John laughed. "When?" "Today! Right now!" Paul jumped back at him. " hold on there. I think it takes time. I don't think it takes only one hour. We should wait." Paul frowned. "Ahh cheer up love. It will be fine! You can do it!" John got up and put his pants on. "Come on!" John went over to Paul and picked him up over his shoulder. "John! What are you doing?" Paul laughed. "Put me down." He smacked the back of Johns neck. "What are we doing!" Everything was turned upside for Paul. Literally. "John!!! I demand you to put me down." John placed Paul outside. He showed Paul all of the children outside playing. Many of them were so playful and he thought that was exactly what paul needed to see. "This right there is the choice we had made." Paul modded. "Yes. I'm aware." Paul turned to look into John's eyes. "It is going to be so magical, John. This will be perfect." His words spoken softly and gently. Paul's smile have John hope for their future. Paul took a quick glance at the children and back at John. With that, he went back inside. Although, John was going to stay put to look at all the children and think about their future baby. Everything felt like a dream to John. He got deep into his thoughts while Paul was inside making the couch in the living room his territory. John was so impatient with finding out about for sure if Paul was pregnant. He wanted to know the gender. When the baby will be due. When Paul would be starting to show. All these things, were rushing into his head and he didn't know how much he could wait. For now on, he knew that Paul was going to be in good care. He will have to be taken good care of more than he has ever been cared for. He went back in and simply told Paul one thing. "I love you so much, princess." Paul looked up at John. "I love you, prince."