Love isn't bad.

Chapter 2

Paul went ahead on his part to his flat and arrived at his door. He walked slowly as he opened the front door. "Hey James!" Paul's dad, Jim greeted Paul at the door. "Hey dad. Whatcha doing?" Paul asked nervously. "Just sitting here drinking me some tea. Like to Join?" Paul scratched his head. "Uh. No thanks. I will be up in my room. Gotta do me homework." He lied about homework and he didn't have any. Paul rushed up the stairs furiously. He went to his room and closed the door behind him. John. John. John. Is all he could think about. Paul felt as if john was the most gorgeous person to walk on earth. "I can't keep thinking like this! It's bad!" Paul screamed pulling his hair and laying down on the bed afterwards. "What do I do?" Paul asked himself. He then continued to wander and think in his mind of thoughts and exploration which led him to fall asleep... he didn't realize that he was asleep until 5 am in the morning came. "Wake up, James! Get that arse up!" Jim yelled at Paul, shaking him. "Ugh! I'm up dad, I'm up!" Paul said as he was rubbing his eyes squinting trying to look at Jim. Jim hurried out and went downstairs. Paul then got up and hurried to brush his teeth and pick out some clothes. He finally liked what he picked out after a couple minutes of searching. He was satisfied and added the new clothing to his body. He was all ready for school and so he picked up his book bag and rushed down the stairs and out the door. "Bye James!" Jim yelled as Paul slammed the door behind him. Paul hurried and sped walked down the sidewalk. He didn't even care about school. He just wanted to see John. He made it in time to see john sitting on a bench smoking a cigarette. John noticed Paul's walking and got up. "Hey macca! How are you? I missed ye." John laughed and winked. Paul was blushing so hard. "I am fine, john. And I missed you too!" Paul laughed back at john. "Walk ye to class?" John asked Paul smiling. "Sure." Paul agreed and followed john into school. "My first period is English, john." Paul said turning the opposite direction john was going. "Oh, yeah. I so knew that. So ye got a bird?" John asked. "No, not really." Paul said kind of feeling hurt. "Oh. Ye must be queer!" John said. "Ohh. Yeah. No." Paul said, his face turning bright pink. "Listen, I don't wanna talk so much about that." Paul said as he rushed off to the bathroom. "Come here macca." John rushed after him. "Please. I don't wanna talk." Paul said pushing john away. "Why not? Did I say something?" John was rather confused. "No. I just. Can't." Paul stuttered. "Why not macca? Please explain." John said with such care in his eyes. And Paul seen it. He loved how much john cared about what he was feeling. But didn't really get why john would care about such a lower class student. But he didn't care at the moment. He was wrapped up in john. He thinks he can tell him about his feelings and john would not care. That's what Paul wanted. Or even better, john would like him back. "I am. Umm. Uh." Paul stuttered uncontrollably. "Yes?" John stood waiting for the last part. "Queer?" John asked. "Yes." Paul said started to weep in front of john. "You can be disgusted and leave if you want, John. I won't be mad." Paul wiped his tears. "No macca. I got you. You are cute anyways macca. Has anyone ever told you that?" John said caressing Paul's hair. Paul shook his head no. "I like you john. I had a crush on you ever since I laid eyes on you." Paul said with blush. "You could of told me that. I wouldn't have been mad. I like you too macca." John said with a big smile. "Oh thank god! I was so scared and so fright-" john interrupted Paul with a kiss. They started kissing in the bathroom without even thinking about the consequences of what could occur because of what they were doing. It just didn't occur to them as they was kissing. John then leaned back. "I like you macca. Very much. More than you think I do. You just don't even know." John said with a tear in his eye as he pushed his head onto Paul's. Their lips were so close to each other. John wrapped his arms around Paul's waist and Paul added his arms around johns neck. Shall we leave?" John asked. "We shall." Paul said smiling. John took Paul's hand in his and lead him out the way but then unconnected when they came out. It was a good thing that they didn't get caught. They was thankful for that too. Paul went on just thinking so much about John and John thought about Paul so much. They just had a very strong connection. "I really like him." John thought in his mind. "Wait!" John turned around to Paul. Paul turned around and seen john with wide eyes. "Give me a hug, macca." John said holding his arms open for Paul. Paul smiled and agreed to what John had instructed and came into John arms hugging. They gave a hug to one another for what seemed like years and years but was just 10 seconds. Paul enjoyed it. And so did john. Paul loved Johns's scent too. He smelled the way John had smelled. He's gotten used to it. "I love John!" Paul thought to himself. But too soon for "I love you." Knowing it was very soon, Paul smiled and walked away and went down the path followed by his 5th period science. He knew he wouldn't be able to pay attention very clearly but he went on with a big smile.