Mark was confused. He was angry. He was mad. He felt that but so much more. But what he felt most was hurt. Hurt because he had learned so much about Donghyuck and the realisation that Donghyuck didn't trust him enough to tell him.
Yes Mark can't hate Donghyuck, he loves him to much. But he can feel disbelief, pain and hurt towards him. Donghyuck or Haechan as he was known as, had been trying to contact him the few days after they visited Yuri. Hundreds of unread messages he had sent him, triple the amount of missed calls. Mark wanted to lock himself away from the outside world, but instead, he found himself walking around the streets, a cigarette in his hand, a plastic bag with alcohol and a couple razors.
He had finally gotten clean; drugs all gone, out of his system. No more alcohol in his system and the cuts on his arms were turning into fainter and fainter scars. Why had he become clean? Because Donghyuck was there.
He had supported him.
Believed in him.
Mark had trusted Donghyuck.
He had believed that they shared something. Something special. That they could open up to each other and there would be no lying, no judgement. No hate. But that was all bullshit. All of it. Every last word.
This made a question rise in Mark.
What did Donghyuck see him as? A friend? Boyfriend? Family? Or just a toy?
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Okay hello. So im super super sorry for this late chapter but I honestly dont have hope left for this book. Things have been shit at home and school is a fucking nightmare for me. This is just s filler chapter because you readers deserve one. So im sorry for this really late update.
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Fanfiction"Your mine and only mine." "I will never be yours. The one I belong to lies somewhere else in the world" "Your madder than the mad hatter himself. Your mine. And you will soon realise that, you ROTTEN slut." 18 boys and a destroyed past that is boun...
