Cheater Levi x Reader I Hate You

Sunken Place

Well I wasn't pregnant, but I did have a yeast infection now due to Levi and him forcing himself upon me.

I just wanted to drop out leave everything behind and move away but my family wouldn't approve of it at all. So I turned to the only thing I know that would help ease the pain. I started cutting.

You're useless. No one needs you in their life. Just end it all.

"I FUCKING HATE IT ALL!"

Blood there was blood all on the sink, my arm burned I didn't care, I didn't know I was crying till I looked up and saw my face in the mirror.

You'll never be anything. You have no friends. One person wouldn't make a difference.

"SHUT UP!"

There was enough blood now to give a transfusion, I kept going I wanted to end it all I hated living.

I didn't want to be cock sleeve or a fucking human punching bag!

I took another look in the mirror and if everything hadn't fell apart it did now. I snapped and punched the mirror shattering it along with the image inside of it. Stepping on the glass the fell near my feet, I walked over to the bathtub not caring about the cuts and shards of glass cutting into my feet slicing the muscle that's underneath the skin along. Saying fuck it forgetting all of the blood in the sink I made sure the door was locked and it was, I ran the bathwater and took off my clothes and waited for the water to fill the tub never bothering to tweeze the glass out and clean off my cuts. I finally get into the water and watched as the water mixed with the blood and made beautiful ribbons as it mixed turning the water a light watered down red.

The water was hot and the room was fogging up, I felt light headed my vision felt was going father and father as I kept feeling even more light headed, it felt like I was sinking losing consciousness I couldn't feel my feet, I'm reaching out looking for something anything my hand flops back into the bathwater losing all feeling.

My eyes start to drift to the ceiling. I hear the front door open the rhythmic sounds of the foot steps going up the stairs.

"____ where are you?" Mom's knocking on the door

I feel my mouth open but no words come out, my eyes slowly glance over the door. The handle jiggles shes's trying to open the door.

"_______ are you in there? Please open up! _______! Open the fucking door! Please!"

She takes a few steps back and rushes the door breaking it off of its hinges. She gasps looking at the floor eyes slowly drifting up to me.

"_______ please say something anything!"

My eyes reach hers and we stare at each other for a short moment till she realizes my eyes start to glaze over and she screams my name.