Save Me; A Seokjin Centric

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'Her'

It was a week after their album, Love Yourself; Her, was released. The boys were nervous but for the most part they were very excited. This album took a lot out of them physically and literally along with many trips to the dance and recording studios. So, in all words they worked very hard on this album and they all shared the joy amongst each other.

They've done this many times before in the four years they've been together, but new music videos and albums always gave them a jittery feeling. And although they were the ones to star in such - they knew what the process was and knew exactly what the product was going to look like - it was always so thrilling to see the final outcome of such hard work between them and the people they work with.

Today the boys were scheduled to make an appearance on a talk show in honor of their newest accomplishment. As of right now they're preparing to go on set. At times like this the process is either very calming with no needs of rushing (they may change outfits at their own pace or maybe doze off for a little nap before/after getting their makeup done) or it can be a little closer to hectic; today was a hectic kind of day.

In the morning they had run into some problems with the transportation. The van which carried all their clothes and cosmetics ended up getting a flat tire on the way causing them to lose an hour of their time to get ready. Luckily for the boys they all had decent enough hair to get the interview done with only a few little touch ups with a comb and hairspray.

But obviously Seokjin had bigger worries.

His biggest problem was they needed to share change rooms in order to cut some time. Their were three change rooms and so they fitted 2,2, and 3; Namjoon and Taehyung, Hoseok Jungkook and Jimin, leaving Seokjin and Yoongi together.

This wasn't anything new - they change in front of each other all the time. But this was the first time Seokjin had to do it since he started his crazy diet. He checks his body in the mirror everyday and his ribs are starting to poke out. Well, "poking out" to Seokjin's standards. Not to mention his wrists consists of two lines from cutting that are still a bit visible. He still hasn't worn a single short sleeved shirt since that day. His body is also starting to lose colour, paling more and more by the day. If Yoongi ever caught a glimpse of what his body looked like he'd be done for. He'd know for sure the man would confront him about it later when they're in the privacy of their dorm.

It was great.

Really fucking great.

"There's twenty minutes left so make this quick." And with that the managers sent them off.

Seokjin took a quick skim to check out how much space there was; and to his surprise it was quite roomy - definitely enough to fit two people. But with more room meant the more of a risk of Yoongi taking a glimpse of his body while in mid-changing. He waited until Yoongi was on the other side of the room before shutting the door and - fuck. When he shut the door he was met with his shocked reflection. He totally forgot about their being a mirror. To Seokjin that meant the possibilities of Yoongi seeing the sickening condition of his body have expanded. Then he looked up.