What am I feeling (logicality)

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Logan's P.O.V
I sighed in defeat. I was completely wrong about the idea of Thomas getting another job. How could I have been so foolish. Why would I want to deprive Thomas from his happiness.

Even though the matter had been settled I couldn't help but feel bad as I sat in my room. It was hard to ignore the feeling when comments were being left every second on the video  saying how I was the worst side. That I'm not important to Thomas and that I'm only bringing him down.

If I'm honest feeling bad was not normal for me. Feeling was not normal for me. I'm not like the other sides I'm logic I don't feel things. Yet I sat here overcome by emotions. 

I heard a soft knock on the door causing me to jump a bit.

"You May enter" I told the person beyond the door.

Patton opened the door smiling.

"Hey Logan" he walked further in shutting the door behind him.

"Salutations Patton" I responded shifting on my bed.

"Can I sit?" he asked glancing at the spot beside me.

"You may" I nodded.

He sat next to me still grinning.

"So Lo you okay?" Patton's smile was welcoming and warm which made me want to share all my troubles with him.

"I'm good just like always" I responded.

"Always" Patton raised an eyebrow.

"Patton you know I don't feel things" I informed him.

Patton giggled "is Deceit controlling you or something because that is a big fat lie."

"Whatever do you mean?" I questioned him.

"Logan you have emotions everybody does take it from me just because you push them down doesn't mean they'll magically go away" Patton told me "I've seen you get angry, I've seen you be happy, I've seen you confused, I've seen you impressed, I've seen you nervous, I've seen you scared, I've seen you compassionate and I've seen you upset. There is no hiding your feelings. Despite your puppet choice you're not a robot."

Suddenly my heart began to twinge. My stomach felt weird and my blood wanted to rise to my cheeks.

"Perhaps your right Patton" I admitted.

"I know I am" he chuckled "just think about what I said whenever you want to push down your feelings."

Patton got up to leave but before he did he told me one last thing "Oh and Logan."

"Yes?"

"Don't let those hate comments get to you Thomas would be lost without you" I couldn't help but notice his cheeks tinting pink "and so would I."

With that he skipped away leaving me perplexed.

"Maybe I do have feelings" I said to myself.

Thinking about what Patton had said I decided to acknowledge the unusual feeling deep down in my core. I began to think that perhaps I just simply had a stomach ache. But the thing was it only ever returned when I was around Patton.

Anywhere no matter what he may have said to me the feeling would return. I also started fidgeting with my hands when I was around him and flushing crimson.

Roman and Virgil seemed to notice and now are giving me weird looks such as wiggling their eyebrows at me. I really do not know how to respond to such arrogant ways. Do they have any idea of how foolish they look.

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